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Date : Tuesday, April 1, 2008 Time : 5:56 AM My dearest bro; Hexiang  'Bullying' Snapshot of Edna ;D Mum could sense that something is wrong w me yesterday when she came back home from work. I did not told her anything cse i do not want her t be worried fr me and i dont want t be nagged by her too. I could not get myself t sleep yesterday ): School was alright. Met up w girlfriends fr school. Received Valencia's message telling me that she wont be attending school. I carn do without Valencia ): LaughOutLoud! Hexiang and Co always never fails t brighten up my day w laughters and with all sorts of their entertaining. I was bullied by Wong He Xiang ): School ended at 12.30pm. Bused home straight after school. Bee; I guess i really need t sort out everything, all of us are tired. I thought i was right t choose you in th first place but guess i was totally wrong. I love you so much that i am now unable t let go when i really wish to. Letting go of you is one last thing i dont want t do at all. Th hurt you inflicted on me is so deep that my tears just could not stop shedding whenever i think about it. I dont really know how t face you anm. Feeling fr you is still th same and it'll never fade. I really wondered have you really loved me before? I am losing faith in you. Th lies you told me has been kept in dark for so long and suddenly all your lies was exposed. I could not believe it and i could not take it ): Sooner or later, i will really break down. I shan't blame you anm. Hope everything will fade away as time goes by. Everybody make mistakes, so does you and I. I am not sure whether i am prepared t overcome this incident. I know i should give you a chance t repent but are you willing to? Adeline; I hope you will get t read this. It really hurts t see things end up this way. Seriously, i dont blame you fr telling me all this. I know its hard fr you t keep th lies in your heart. You had tried your best in keeping th secret so well in order not t let me know. You did it fr my own good and to not let th matter be brought up again. Dont really need t mind what YaZi say about you. I know what i am doing and i know you aint those revengeful type of person. I trust my own judgement of people. You do take care too. No matter what, you'll still also always be my mummy like what you has said that i'll always still be your daughter. You're th one that i love. People change but memories will always stay in my heart ;D Rebecca; Thanks fr your advice and listening ears. I aint strong at all ): Afterall, friends and family are th only ones i can really trust, depend and rely on. I had to act as if nothing happened cse i just dont wish t think about those unhappy stuffs when i am in school. I just want t throw those unhappy stuffs aside and cherish th time spent with all of you (: I will, give me time and i'll definitely be back t normal. Wtih your with me, i know I CAN DO IT ! |
♥Your P.Huiping
No words can bring me down.Be it rain or shine,i'll still be leading a fruitful life.
♥宝贝 
Officially married to him since 16th September 2010. And together we shall make this love nest of ours together with the arrival of our daughter a happy family
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