I had missed two days of lessons because i find it a waste of time to attend school. Returned back to school today and i came to know that we will be having our graduation day on the 26thSept2008. Well, i invited Sissy and Bigbrother to attend it because i know Mom would not be able to attend it due to her work. 2 hours of F&N lesson ): aftermaths, was doing worksheet for the rest of the lesson. Class was dismissed at 1.30pm, bused home straight with Becke then.

Regretted Paths
That is the nature of human to regret only when they realised their mistake and it is already too late for us to turn back. Recalling back, during these four years of my secondary life, mistakes i had make was uncountable. The hurt i have inflicted to those people around me who cares for me was unseen too. I regret being a rebellious girl in the past, i regret skipping school, i regret saying all those hurtful words to my mom. I used to grow up in a single parent family. Mom had a hard time in the past, she has to slog her guts out for all these year by working to give my elder sister and me to lead a good life, education and make sure that we do not suffer. We never learn to appreciate whatever mom have done for us, we have been taking her for granted. To me, she is always just a few calls away. Whenever i am hungry, just a call to her and she will be more than willing to buy dinner back for me even though she is tired after her long hours of work. I may not be that filial to her but right now i am trying my best to be good to her. I avoid quarreling with mom because i know that it do none of us good. Thinking back, i hope that i am able to start all over again. In a few weeks time, i gonna graduate from my secondary life and from my friends too. I guess friends will be going in their separate ways, all have different plans for their future. Close sisters i used to have in the past for the past few years are who i am going to miss alot(i think you know i am referring to who) Paper starting on 29Sept again, i got to really study hard as it may be the last year for me and i want to do well in my studies without any regrets. I will work hard in order to repay mom kindness.

Who can i pour my sorrows to? Who can really understand me? Who knows what i really want? I do not expect you to be the one because i have never let you to understand me. I will not expect you to put yourself in my shoes. I do not wish that this relationship will be a burden to you. This will be the final last time i am going to write out my thoughts regarding my relationship problem in my blog because i do not want to create unnecessary problems and have heated argument with boyf once again. Whatever i am doing, i am doing for our relationship and you.