Faded Memories

• Stayed at home for the whole day
• Self study from 3.30-5pm and from 8-9pm
• Ironed the clothes for Mom
  
• Ate dinner that Mom bought for me
  
• 'Nanny Daddy' from 9-10pm

1 week have passed and i am sure that you did not kick off that habit of yours. Well, "Old habits die hard" (= Well, thats what life is all about in this world. I am really not hoping anything from you anymore, I have given up in changing you. Is our relationship really going to last? Will your feeling for me fade during this period of time? You no longer treats me the same, the feeling is indifferent. I am breaking down, but i still have to move on with my life. Bear this in your mind, be it for now or the future, "I have no regrets of loving you in the first place although this may not be the best relationship." I know i am thinking far too much. But blame who for giving me all these, you or me? Now then i realised how important my message is to you, there are many thing bothering me yet i do not know how to put into words. Not meeting up for weeks may be a good thing for us too, at least we will be able to think through about our relationship and where does our problem actually lies on. You will be free to do whatever things you want for this two weeks, i am not controlling you anymore (= Did you really cherish me more after losing me for two times? You know i am soft-hearted, so gradually you are taking it for granted. You know we will get back together eventually after every break up and is that why you aint afriad of losing me at all? Have you ever think before that what if one day i am really leaving you for good? What will you do? I am really curious...but i still love you as much as i do in the past {♥} {♥} {♥}
{Just a random post, i just feeling like ranting out all my unhappiness}
Not even a single message from you and thats great. So till the end, the girls are still going to have their last laugh. Boyf, dont force me to let go of you, thats the hardest thing i ever want to do.

Just received a call from Dad saying that it will be grandma's birthday this coming saturday. Ohmfg! I am left with only one day to get a present for her, family members from father's side will be celebrating for her too, including me (=

学会睁一只眼，闭一只眼, 人就能活得更快乐

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