Many things are going through in my head right now. Laughs! You told me that things i wrote for you seems similar so i think a simple 'happy 4th monthsary' will do, same for next time. I do mind what about the things you say to me too. I cant imagine i can be with you till now although there are many things i do not like about you. But so what? Whatever i have said, you dont listen to it seriously and remember them in your heart. They turn on deaf ears on you. Yes, i do really mind it alot. You know what i am saying too, stop getting things halfway done. I am a pampered girl and i do not like being alone. Not even a message from you after we went our own ways. That's great (= Dont ever claim that you will be worried for me, i am old enough to take care of myself. From this moment now on, i dont ever need you to accompany me home. I will not be going to Limbang that often, time spent with you will be lesser too. I really feel that i am such a fool to go over and find you. Have you ever wondered how i feel when you told me 'I wont be sending you home tonight.' most of the time. There will be no ending for this particular problem. You blame me for not giving you morning message, you blame me for giving you a hard time in this relationship. You blame me for not being able to accompany you for that long and that is why you will have that sudden feeling. You expect me to be a understanding girlf. You expect me to put myself in your shoes, but who will then try to put themselves in my shoes? Aint i good enough? Aint i understanding enough? Aint i trying my very best to change? Aint i puting all my time in this relationship? Aint i caring enough for you? Aint i doing things for your own good? I am indeed disheartened )= I still believe...