The pain you inflicted on me is indescribable. This is a deep fall and i gonna have a hard time getting up on my own. I have break down and thats true. I needed him so much yet he is already gone. This gonna be a hard and difficult journey for me to move on. I aint strong at all, i am sorry )= I will let go as time goes by and learn to live without you (: No point holding on since you wont be coming back to me anymore. All the chances i have given to you previously has been wasted. Why are you that heartless? I was not even given a single chance, wat a fool i am. Everything you promised me are just bullshit. You always tell me that you love me but lemme tell you now, i do love you more than you love me. For you, i sacrificed my sisters for you. But so? Thats how you treat me back. You have your friends with you even though we aint together anymore. What about me? I dont even have a single soul whom i can really confide to, do you know how i feels? Dont ever says that this is not the ending you want because this is the ending we have got afterall. We shant look back anymore and learn to move on our own. I know that you will be able to get over it soon, with the help of your friends.
Dont ever turn back anymore, we are the past. Enjoy the present and live for the future. You were the one who make the choice so i suppose you wont have any regrets. Be a nice guy and treat your next girlfie well if you happens to find a girl you love, i believe its a sooner or later that a next girl gonna take over and replace me. See me again? Laughs! Do you think we will be able to let go if we sees each other? Well, but meet ups is still fine to do some catch up because we are still friends afterall. Do not put all the blame on you. For me, you did changed alot and remain that way. Do not change back to your oldself, thats what i hate to see the most. Boy, i will still be here for you whenever you need me. I am willing to listen to you when you are feeling upset. For you, i am willing to do anything. This will be my last post to you, i do not wish to drag the feeling with me any further, the feeling is terrible ): Enjoy your upcoming 18th birthday which will be coming in a few weeks time. Take care, my forever friend.
Boy, i still love you the most and it will stay with me throughout.

Limbang cliques, i gonna miss your so much for sure ):

Labels: The unconditional love you gave me