Your love is gone long ago

I am not alright )= I tried so hard not to drop a single tears and yes, i am trying. I am having a hard time alone. My boyfriend? Just a status, i suppose. All along you have never been here for me when i needed someone, not even once. You never knew anything about me because you dont bother to ask and i dont bother to say. Whose fault is it? Mine or yours? You only starts to get fluster when things are going wrong in our relationship. You have never suggested fetching me home from work even though you are so free, not even once too. What kind of boyfriend are you to me? You were the cause of letting me think wild, dont say that i am unreasonable or whatsoever because i aint even finding anything to quarrel with you. Just take it that i am spouting nonsense, it sounds familiar to you, isn't? Dont come asking me what has happen to me, it wont helps saying out. I am afraid...

Jessica did not took train home with me for today )= I was scared of taking the crowded train home alone due to the incident that happened yesterday. When i board the train, i wish that i could get off the train soon right away )= So where were you when i need you? Outside with your friends? What a joke, friends are actually more important than me. You are then the hypocrite, sorry if i sounds rather harsh. Who am i actually to you? Girlfriend, friend or even a girl who you can find easily on the streets? You know it yourself.


Babe, dont wish me happy 5monthsary because i aint happy at all )':