And yes, i have got so much to say. Upon seeing what you have wrote, my mood went really down too. Babe, i am sorry for breaking my promise to you. To you, i no longer knows what to say too. I know you are disappointed in me. I wanted to tell you in the first place but yet you found out even before i could tell you. I know you cares for me, i know you are worried that i may be hurt again. I will never hate you )= Remember what i have said to you before, i have always treated you as my elder sister too. It hurts me to see you behave this way, why didn't you tell me in the first place? I need your blessing in order for me to stay happy. If not, i wont really feel happy being with him because in my heart, you are much more important than him. I really hope that things between us will not change because of him. If it will, i would rather choose you in my priority than him. Yes, thats how important you are to me. Hopefully things between us wont turn awkward. Tell me all the things that are bothering you, will you?