Nevertheless, those two girls, i still love you deep down in my heart

Disappointment is what i gave to everybody. Seeing what the girl has post for me, i feel so much like crying. Eversince the day, we have drifted apart. Conversations between us are getting lesser and lesser as days goes by. Or should i put it in a way that we no longer talks? Its funny you know, whatever things i do or decision i make, i tend to lose a closed ones of mine. And i hate it when things have to turn out this way )= Why cant everything remain unchanged? So what even if i have him? You know how important you are in my heart, dont you? Definitely more important than him, i miss the old times so much )=

There is this girl who love her boyf more than her family. When she has her boyf, she tends to forget her family. When her boyf is not free, she will then remember that she still have her family. Whatever she do, she includes her boyf. Take some examples for instance, mum cooks dinner when she's not working, yet she still needs to ask her boyf to come over for dinner too causing us of not eating a proper meal together. You ask yourself, when have you been home the whole day since you are in a relationship? Whenever you have a quarrel with him, i am always the one staying up late in the night with you to chat with you to make sure that you are really alright. Thats because i love you so. Girl, no point saying so much when you have told mother everything. I used to trust you so much yet this is what i get in return for trusting you. I told you everything, you said that you will be quiet. Laughoutloud! Is it meant to be a joke for saying that you will be quiet? Did you ask me clearly before telling mother all those? You did not, you are just telling her what you think so. You did not get the whole situation correct. I blame no one for this happening because it was all my choice. I wondered what will you do if you were in my shoes. Haha! Did you ever think of that before? Dont say that it will never happen because no one can predict the future.

I wont be blogging for weeks because i will be moving to dad's place from tomorrow onwards, this family seriously needs some time to cool down on our own if not things will never get better. Its best to avoid any quarrels at all cost.
Flying off to Bali on this coming monday (=