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Date : Tuesday, February 24, 2009 Time : 9:22 PM Cry my heart out...
  Once again, had a harsh dispute wih him due to a extremely small misunderstanding. He did not give me a single chance to explain and pushed all the blame directly to me, he shouted at me through the phone like nobody business. Can you guys imagine how unreasonable he is? I guess, i am the only one who can tolerate him till now. He always told me that he's the one who is making the effort in this fucking relationship, making the changes in himself to be a better boyfriend. Haha! Thats B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T! I aint saying i am not in the fault, but if you are willing to look in another perspective, you will then realise that the one who are in the biggest fault is YOU NOT ME. Finally you are willing to let go, you know what? I am more than happy to know that. Because i know without you, i'll definitely be able to lead a better life than being with you rather than living my life with no happiness with you. To me, its a torture in the past. But now, its a kind of feeling that is so U-N-D-E-S-C-R-I-B-A-B-L-E for you (= I broke down...infront of my Sissy right after the phone conversation i had with him because i can no longer take it anymore. I can hardly breathe, all those probems flashes through my mind and i am suffocating. I am tired of putting on a fake mask infront of everyone... Where have my friends gone to? )': |
♥Your P.Huiping
No words can bring me down.Be it rain or shine,i'll still be leading a fruitful life.
♥宝贝 
Officially married to him since 16th September 2010. And together we shall make this love nest of ours together with the arrival of our daughter a happy family
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