Love,linked by fate and years of fond memories etched deeply...
Date : Thursday, February 19, 2009
Time : 4:10 PM


Hidden mask...
I am wondering am i the one who brought upon all this to people around me?

History once again happen yesterday, i do not wish to elaborate much. Everything has been settled and i guess that will mark the end of the whole incident and thats it. I have got not much appetite to eat till now ): Things turned out to be in such a disaster, I blamed myself for not being able to fend for my friend. Why should things always turn out in an unexpected way for me? Violence does not helps and wont resolve any problem either, only people with immature thinking will have those kind of thoughts. You are partly in the wrong yet you seems to push all the blame to the other party instead of reflecting on your own behaviour. The man whom i used to love alot have become the man i put my hatred on and afraid of. Laughoutloud! The world is unpredictable and thats really true, no one can foresee the future. People always tends to bully the weak ones, isnt? Because they do not have the courage to face the world. You claimed that you love me and thats why you will do those things to hurt people around me. You claimed that you loathe being lied and thats why you want me to feel guilty towards people around me so as to make me realised my mistake? You almost caused me to lose my mum and thats because you love me?(although you still managed to get things in the right track) IS THAT LOVE? No, its that SELFISHNESS of yours that caused you to be in this state now. Dont blame me when your sickness could not get well, it has got nothing to do with me at all, anymore. You are the one who is causing all the trouble to yourself and not me. Do not take it that the whole world owed you something just because you are afraid that people will walk over you if your kindness is not appreciated or reciprocated back. Your thinking are all so wrong, think it over throughly for yourself? If you expect something in return after all those things you have done for your friends willingly, you'll nevr get anything in return. Friends should help one another unconditionally with nothing and thats what true friends are called.

If only time could turn back and i have been more persistent in my decision, none of this would have happen..

Whoever disclosed my personal stuffs to other people is such a irresponsible person with no brain and no respect for the others too. Fucker, bastard, jerk and whatsoever is what i can describe of that dumbass in this world $#@!%^&*

Had my url changed, but its only temporary because of...



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