HuiPing (:

2011-03-10T13:00:00.000+08:00

Let it go..

Its time to let go and post something that's worth happy for :) On a happier note, I decided to take up the job offer. A brand new environment, new colleagues and new job scope. Hopefully I'll be able to handle the job well and stay there for long. It's time for the settle down since Charlene is already out, I can no longer change a job as and when I like, I have got a family to support. I'll never want my only daughter to suffer, I want to give her the best I can :) I want to save up and give her the best 1st birthday because her full month celebration wasn't done properly, it was all so last minute. I want her 1st birthday to be a blast, the most memorable one for her.

Out with husband during last weekend for a walk at Town. Baby bought me a Long Champ bag and a pair of Pedro heels for me :) Its for our belated one year anniversary present. Felt so bad as I bought nothing for him. Well, I promised to make it up to him after having my first pay :)

9th March 11

Out with Valencia, Huiyi and Agatha :) Met up at Jp and had our lunch together and next was desserts, felt so sinful so eating so much. LOL! Did alot of catch up and we laughed non stop, we just have got tons of topics to say, as usual :) Decided to catch a movie since we have got nothing to do and the time is still early. Agatha could not join us as Nini is around :( Trained down to Westmall and bought tickets for 'My ex haunted lover'. Damn the stupid show, we wasted our money just to watch the show and scared ourselves. LOL! Cabbed home together with Valencia after the show ends because I misses my daughter so much :)

2011-03-07T20:12:00.001+08:00

Wrong track..

Headed to Raffles Place for an interview today. Well, it was a successful one :) The job was a good catch with attractive pay and staffs benefits. Still, I'm hesitating because of my daughter. Too many considerations..

I always feel that my daughter isn't mine, why is it so? Will she really change only if I really have depression? Current situation doesn't allow me to leave my daughter under someone's care. What am I? A mother who is transparent, a mother who is a maid to other people. Till now, I still don't get much chance to get near my daughter. I regretted.. Regretted in promising you to come back. Because you cared about your pride not wanting in living at my house, you mind about it. Thus, I agreed to move back thinking that maybe things will be better but it turn out to be the same as before. I thought I should spare a thought for you since you say you missed your family. Me too, I miss my family so much too in fact more than you. I'm used to in having them daily. Is pride really so important to a guy? I spare a thought for you, for your mom because she's already old. Then who can spare a thought for me? I am not being sensitive. Like what I have said, even the outsiders could see and feel it too. Do you know how miserable my life is? I should not be going through all these, its too heavy, too much for me. There's bound to be a big quarrel if this continue. My patience have reached its limit, I had enough of all these shits. Too tired.. Why am I the unlucky one to land in this kind of family? I blame no one but myself. I feel very sad for myself. I feel so useless. I feel upset. This problem been existing for so long, it'll never change. Trust me! You know it better than me. I can't just leave the baby behind, I gave birth to her thus I should be responsible for her. Current situation really makes me feel like running away, to a faraway place. I wanted to give up so much, so much..

If only its the end of the world then I'll be free from all these misery.

2011-03-02T20:28:00.000+08:00

Changes..

Beloved Charlene

Countless of matters happened and I'm not sure whether is it over. Having mixed feelings and I feel so helpless. I may be stubborn and does not know how to think. You tried putting yourself in my shoes and did spare a thought for me. However, we are still back to the square one, to the same place, with the same problem existing.. I would always drag my feet when we are going home. I wanted so much for us to have a home of our own, living with only you and our precious daughter. I do not want to be fake anymore, towards anyone and most importantly towards you. Its so tiring having quarrels everyday, giving each other cold shoulders, venting anger. Our relationship have turned sour, I realize. Whenever the topic is being raised up, both of us have different views and in less than two sentences, I'll find us giving each other attitude and we end up not talking to each other for quite sometime. Neither of us feels good, I do not wish to think that the daughter is our burden, our cause of quarrels. Never have I feel so upset when I am with you till now, when the problem arise weeks ago. I still can't let go, it causes me tons of sadness till I'm already numb to it. I'll learn to give and take, I'll learn to think in a better way..

I hope we can go back to the past instead of now.. :'(

2011-01-21T11:04:00.008+08:00

Our first bundle of joy..

Finally, my masks arrive last night :)

EDD is just less than two weeks. Needless to say, I'm feeling so excited, scared and nervous though I'm so looking forward to our babygirl's arrival. I suppose baby will be having the same feeling as me too because it gonna be his first time being someone's father. Everytime during my check up, I just hope that 紫薇(yes, that's our daughter chinese name) will be growing well in my tummy, hoping that she's taking enough nutrients from me so that when she's out, she will be a healthy and chubby baby :) Aww! English name not yet decided, baby please think of something soon!

Sigh! I'm afraid I aint able to cope when MIL is out for work in the morning whereas Baby will still be in the camp serving army :( Upcoming life may be filled with difficulties but never will I give up easily because of my husband, our daughter. I know I must hang on there. Baby do have his difficult times inside camp thus instead of adding up to his burden, its my job to lessen it and be more understanding.

Baby, do you still remember what day is it on next Monday?

2011-01-12T10:47:00.000+08:00

Awaiting for the moment..

Had a check up yesterday and baby accompanied there. I am so used to having him with me because he never fails to make my day :) Babygirl is already 2.6kg for now. Soon, she will be out and i hope that she will be safe and sound. Both baby and me are so anxious and excited about her coming into this new world.

Another boring day spend without baby! :( Day have never been easy to pass by when you are inside tekong. Though the time we have for each other is so less now but remember what I have said. We gonna make it up to all the time we have lost in the coming years of our marriage.

2011-01-01T14:15:00.000+08:00

New year, new start..

Time flies, again another year have passed by.. Been through countless of ups and down during the year of 2010 but I am glad all are over :) The most fortunate thing that ever happen to me is knowing my husband. He have brought tons of joy as well as heartbreaks to me too but all are inevitable. To put it short, he's the best gift god bestowed to me.

Spent the last day of 2010 with just only baby. Thinking back, it has been so long since we last went out together. Just the two of us. We spent the evening watching movie at Vivo and cabbed down to Marina Barrage after the show. Sat and waited for the fireworks to start.The first new year being together with baby and definitely there's still years to go for the both of us :) Cabbed back home straight after that.

Well, no new year resolutions. Pray hard that babygirl will be out safe and healthy and I'll be contented enough :)

My last and only love for this lifetime..

2010-12-14T18:47:00.000+08:00

Countless of days..

Sometimes I ponder to myself how did I really manage to live without you throughout these few days? Although it's not easy yet I still manage to pass by the day as it goes by. Don't ask me how because I have got no idea too :) I get upset when he does not reply my message though he promised me he would try his best to. Thus, I feel like an idiot waiting for his texts. Hours passed, I am still waiting..

Have not been sleeping well again for these few days.. I would usually get up in the middle of the night thinking of you so much.. And get back to sleep after receiving your texts before you fall in. You always told me the days will be over soon. Yes, for you but not me :( I am all alone counting down to the days you gonna book out and it always seems so long for me. How am i going to survive the rest of the days after your next book in? You wanted me to stay strong but if you were to put yourself in my shoes, you might not say that anymore..

9 more days..

2010-12-12T16:45:00.000+08:00

A long way to go..

11 more days to go :( Sigh! Days ahead seems so long for me. I dread it when the time come to afternoon because I always miss you more than usual during this time :( And then I would find myself crying helplessly again :( I'm so upset that you have to serve ns at this point of time, I feel so lonely staying at home without you.

Baby, I miss you so much..

2010-12-09T19:34:00.001+08:00

2 years..

Sigh! 宝贝 has already been enlisted to Tekong for 3 months and his POP will only be held on the 9th April 2011. Went to send him off together with mother in law in the morning. I have to admit,when everything have ended, my tears wanted to flow out so much but I cant. Homed in the early afternoon and took my nap. Guess what? I received 宝贝's call in the afternoon :)

Baby, I miss you so much :( Tears dropped unknowingly whenever I miss you. I find it so hard to adapt to the life without you. I am so worried for you, afraid that you ain't able to cope well inside, not being able to withstand the tough trainings and so on.. Uncountable of worries kept deep within my heart, I seem to be more anxious than your mum. The first time you left me for so long, the first time I am not gonna see you for so long till 23rd Dec :( Day and night, I always hold my phone close to me tight as I do not wish to miss any of your calls or texts. I dare not take my nap soundly in the afternoon as I am afraid I might not be able to hear my phone ring.Nothing have ever been that hard for me except this time, the time you went in to serve your ns. I am having a hard time outside without you with me, I could hardly hear your voice. Definitely I know you are having a harder time inside with all your trainings under the scorching sun. I hope you can get to know nice friends inside and take good care of yourself.

I will always be waiting for every single of your book out and promise to spend the free time you have fruitfully :)

2010-12-05T22:26:00.001+08:00

If only..

How i wish time could go back to the past. To the past when I just met you, to the past when we are still friends to a couple, to the past when you would yearn to spend more time with me. Till now, everything seems to have change. I have come to a point whereby I no longer wish to tell you how I feel anymore. So whats really left for us?

Day and night, we seems to be spending our life in our own way.. Baby, do you realize? Your attention is never on me but your games and friends. Whenever things occur, just one sorry from you, I always forgive you without fail. My anger for you never stay long because I love you so. But have you ever try to understand how i feel instead of waiting for me to let you know. Towards me, you always say I am left with a few days before going to army. Since you know that well, so why are you still dumping me at home everynight since you stopped working. Yes, the only night you are home is only because of that particular reason. If its not then would you still stay at home and keep me accompany by playing with your psp? I wonder.. What I have all along is never your heart but your person. It took you minutes to respond to what I have said or even worse, you were too engrossed in your game to even hear me talking to you. You told me I am always still your priority though you are with your friends but your actions seems to have prove to me in another way round.

Just one call and you are out. Do you even care whether I need you to be with me? Countable words from us everyday but to your friends, countless of topic for hours. You do not even know that I am upset, don't you? Every single time when I wanted ignore you, I think of our baby. Because of our daughter, I put down all of these thoughts. Our marriage still have a long way to go..

2010-11-08T23:59:00.001+08:00

Lovely day..

Out with ♥Baby in the afternoon to Bugis and met up with Jiahao there, Steve came not long after that. Trained down to Cityhall in the evening and waited for Jiahao to end work, Geraldine came along too :) Had our late dinner together at Marina Square. ♥Baby is such a dear to buy things for me though I already spend a bomb but still, thanks. I love you!
Bused back home after dinner, dead beat!

2010-11-02T21:04:00.000+08:00

Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it forgotten..

Decided to update my blog since ♥Baby went out for work early today. Life been pretty mundane as usual and I cant wait for the arrival of our daughter's thus I'll have someone to accompany me :)

Sometimes, somehow.. I hope that time will stop running. I cant bear for ♥Baby to go for his army. Yes, I know its only merely for that two years but it seems so long for me because I am so used of having him with me day and night. Even if its only for a few hours, I'll be contented. Never did I imagine how would life be when the day comes.

I do not and dare not to think either.. :(

2010-10-27T22:02:00.000+08:00

Our solemnisation..

Time flies and now I'm already someone's wife :) Yes, I know I'm slow in updating this blog of mine. Well, life has been pretty mundane for me now thus I find it a hassle to keep my blog up to date since there's no difference too. At times, I do really miss the time I work. I loathe staying at home for the whole day having nothing to do, ♥Baby is out for work at night till the next morning and thus the only time he have for me is only when he's home and when he's having his off day. I do admit, I do feel lonely because I'm no longer living with my own family members thus I do reminisce back about the times when I still have my elder sister quarreling with me, mum nagging at me though I always talked back to her. At least, I feel much more comfortable being with them. But of course, ♥Baby's family are nice to me too :)

Problems seems to be piling up still though everything should have already been settled but well always expect the unexpected. I hope sister is able to take it still :)

2010-06-24T00:47:00.001+08:00

Learn to love by giving in..

Overdue Pictures

Been so long since I last update my blog :) Work have always been so busy for me but at least it managed to keep my mind occupied. Well, I was given a one month break from my boss to handle everything before going back for work as it has indirectly affected my work performance thus I also have no choice but to agree to it. Sometimes, I tend to think alot when I'm at work and I hate it. It's too much for me to handle but I know there's no way I can avoid it. Still, I got to face it and make my decision soon. I'm afraid..of making the wrong decision, going to the wrong path and ruining my own future. I promise to give myself till this week to make up my mind and will keep firm to my decision too :)

♥宝贝 brought me out yesterday and it's like finally because both of us have been so busy with work thus we do not have the time to go out together too :) Since he started working, somehow I feels neglected at times but I'm glad he make an effort to keep this relationship going.

2010-05-27T23:29:00.002+08:00

Unforeseen..

Finally i'm able to fork out some time to update my blog. Eversince i started working, i realised i have got no choice but to neglect my blog. I'm already dead beat after a long day working at outside. Furthermore,i have to finish up those work i did not managed to do during my working hours, time is just so not enough for me ): Work location has already been changed thus i have to wake up earlier than usual and home later than usual ): Its definitely tough for me but whenever payday is nearing,i tends to smile because at least there's something for me to look forward to!

12 element to celebrate Jiahao's birthday in advance during one of the saturday :)

Illuzion to celebate Anqi's 18th birthday in advance. Cabbed down together with ♥宝贝 after my work. Stayed there till 2am or so and we went off after that.

2010-05-13T00:01:00.001+08:00

Starting afresh..

I know i have neglected my blog for so long. Pardon me, my time is all occupied with my work and accompanying ♥宝贝. Well, workload have increased tremendously since auntie stopped working but still i got to hang on :)

I have an enjoyable day spent during my birthday. ♥宝贝 bought me a necklace for my present (Y) Was elated to have received birthday wishes from many of them including those two girls, i have never forget them even till now though we no longer keep in contact ): Still, i got to work during my birthday as it happens to fall on a weekday. My colleagues was such a dear to give me a small surprise and indeed i am so overwhelmed with happiness. Out with ♥宝贝 to dine out at Astons after my work. Homed at 10plus going 11 as my family is waiting for me to be home still ^^ Was surprised to see Vincent and espcially Geraldine.

8th May 2010
Happy Advanced 18th Birthday to Bro! (: Attended his bbq together with ♥宝贝 after my work ends. Stayed till 9plus going 10 and we bused down to Cwp. Had Mac for our late dinner before proceeding for our movie 'Iron Man 2' Nice movie though but definitely cant be compared with 'IP Man 2'. Aftermath,cabbed home together at 1plus going 2am.

Out with ♥宝贝 in the late evening on Sunday to Novena Square and went to shop at Adidas outlet since there's sales going on and again,i spent a bomb at there ): Dinner together with him and homed at 9plus.

10th May 2010

Woke up as early as 6plus in the morning. Bathe and prepared, waited ♥宝贝 to reach and headed to coffeeshop for our breakfast. Had our morning run along the canal and walked to the CC then badminton for a short while. Bused down to Lotone and rented dvds, spent the rest of my day at his place watching shows then.

Still,there's a few pictures not yet uploaded. Will get it done tomorrow as blogger doesn't allow me to upload now ):

2010-04-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

Deep in my heart..

2nd April 2010
Need not work as its a good friday thus i went out for a date with my ♥宝贝 in the late afternoon. Bused down to Plaza Sing initially wanted to catch a movie but since its packed with alot of people thus we changed our mind and walked over to Cathay. Still,we did not watch any movie since there's no nice show. We spent the money on eating instead and it cost ♥宝贝 a bomb. Hehe! ^^ Bused back to Cck then as the time is still early. Headed to Mouzzy and accompanied Anqi for awhile and homed after awhile.

3rd April 2010
Headed to work as usual then ): Work was bored for that day as the time seems to pass so slow and i have got no idea why either. Trained down to Lotone for dinner together with ♥宝贝. Chanced upon Sissy and Vincent too. Lrted home after that.

4th April 2010
Again,its my off day (': Out with ♥宝贝 in the early afternoon. Had lunch together before meeting up with my ex colleagues. Bused down to Woodlands, headed to Partyworld to find my ex colleagues. Stayed there till 5pm and we went separate ways. Trained down to Lotone and watched movie, 'clash of the titans 3D'. Show ended at 8plus,went to 302 for our dinner then. Lrted home at 9plus going 10.

Heading back to secondary school tomorrow for my cert and testimonial.

2010-03-31T23:00:00.003+08:00

Contented enough..

Work as usual for today (': But i aint able to concentrate. Received ♥宝贝 call in the late afternooon and finally i am able to set my mind at ease. ♥宝贝 came to fetch me though he is not feeling well,so nice of him ^^ Bused home straight after work as Mummy cooked for tonight. Thinking back,it has been so long since i last have dinner with my family already.

Meeting up with my ex colleagues this coming sunday for ktv,i am so looking forward to it. (':

2010-03-29T22:26:00.000+08:00

Final moment..

I had a great day with Rebecca today. Lrted to cck and met up with her,trained down to Cityhall then. Walked over to Marina Square and shopped. After getting my thing, we decided to bus down to Bugis since there's nothing much to shop either. It rain out of a sudden and dampen our mood ): Still,we headed to Bugis street and both of us did some shopping but i gonna be so broke for this month. Sigh! It was raining heavily and both of us were drenched even though we have got an umbrella. Bused back to Panjang at 5plus,we waited 960 for so long thus it took us quite some time to reach. Jiajie waited for Rebecca at my house downstairs and i went home after that.

Met up with ♥宝贝 in the night time for dinner,quite a last minute decision. Headed to Plaza for dinner and homed at 9plus..

2010-03-29T11:43:00.001+08:00

Counting down..

Do you remember all those laughter we shared?
Seriously,i hope time could stop at this moment. I hope during that moment,he was not that reckless. How i wish during that point of time he was all along with me. If only that was the case,would things turn out indifferently? I hope so.. I have never see this coming,its too unexpected. I will not know how to handle it myself if it really happens. You are just so dearly to me,i cant possibly sit back and pretend not to know a single thing. I feel so insecure now and then as time passes,i want to have you with me at all moment. The time i have with you is just so short due to my working hours. I am so used of having you fetching me home from work because you are the one who give me the strength to pull through the long hours of work. I know,i gonna stick with you for a lifetime because you are the one who are able to give me what i really need in love. Stop hesitating and let me hold on to you,for always. At least,till now..(L)

2010-03-24T23:55:00.004+08:00

Wonderful moments..

Happy 1st Month Anniversary to you,♥宝贝! Wow,we have been together for a month in a wink. I love you so much (: As usual, ♥宝贝 came and fetched me from work. Bused down to Plaza and had our late dinner at Cafe Cartel.

Love you for always,baby!

2010-03-20T01:21:00.001+08:00

Feel so blessed..

Wondering why i am blogging at this hour? Just because i feel like updating (: ♥宝贝 came and fetched me home from work as usual,he came to my house as he do not wish to go back home that early. Thus,he stayed till 12am plus and went home. Thats the advantage of us staying just a few blocks away,right?

For his sake,i once again wrote the diary.
For his sake,i believe in love.
For his sake,i tried to be a better girlfriend.
For his sake,i...

Nothing has been that wonderful till the day i found you. You are my everything,everything that i want to own all by myself. Love is just so perfect when you are with you for all these while.

2010-03-18T23:25:00.001+08:00

Best gift..

15thMarch2010
Decided to go out with ♥宝贝 as its my off day and i wanted to keep him accompany too. The day before, he came over to my house in the night time because we thought that there's a ghost show but it turns out to be not scary at all. Heh, he went back home at 2am plus. Out with ♥宝贝 to Cine to sing,sang and sung till 6pm. Headed to Somerset 313 for dinner and back to Cine for movie, 'Human Being' :) Bused home at 10plus.

17thMarch2010
Work ended at 7.30pm then. Met up with Geraldine to get some stuffs done. Accompanied her for dinner and shopped around. Homed at 10plus (:

Work has been so busy because auntie is not around for these few days thus i need to take over her duties for the time being. Finally she will be back tomorrow. 2 more days to my off days again^^ i am going to have my fringe cut soon..

2010-03-14T17:01:00.000+08:00

I am grateful...

I have got no idea of where to start from though i wanted to update my blog. My workload seems to be getting heavier,sigh!

Out with ♥宝贝last monday since its my off day (: Met up with him in the afternoon and lrted down to Cck first. Bused down to FEP and ♥宝贝is so nice to allow me to have my manicure done. Luckily his friend is there to accompany him if not he'll be so bored to death. Heh ^^ Had Pastamania and walked over to Cine then. Bought the tickets for 'Alice in the wonderland 3D',afterall i do not really like the show. Back home in the night time then.

Work for the past few days was hectic and tiring for me too ): Just two more months to go and my probation period will be over thus i will be entitled to take leave. Time flies and its again Sunday which means that its my off day! Nothing much actually,staying at home for today.

2010-03-03T22:14:00.002+08:00

So in love..

Where should i start from? Been ages since i last blogged, have been busy with work till night time and accompanying ♥宝贝.

Well,met up with girlfriends during my off day on Monday. Before that, headed to Bedok with Sheena and Auntie Serene to have our nails done. We spent hours at there and there goes my 65bucks ): Share cab with Sheena to Gombak after that as she's will be late for her driving lesson if we were to take train instead. Bade goodbye with and i trained down to Yewtee for my threading. Met up with Huiyi at Westmall first,shopped arond while waiting for Valencia to arrive. We talked alot and camwhored alot too till my handphone is already flooded with many pictures. Lol! I miss them so much,i have not see them for weeks ): Bused home at 7plus as i have got work the next day. ♥宝贝was so silly to board the bus when i am already arriving the stop. Thus,he walked me home then.

♥宝贝never fails to send me home after my work and he's so kind to send me to work for these two days too. I love him so much! To and fro the journey,he never complains. His actions and words always makes my day. He have his own ways of making me smile. He dont mind giving in to me just to make sure that i am not upset. I have to admit,that he is the best boyfriend.

2010-02-21T20:37:00.001+08:00

My biggest mistakes..

Work for the past few days were great and fun. I am fortunate enough to meet up with a bunch of nice colleagues again, heh! ^^ Work keeps me busy which is what i want and luckily i have got Sheena beside me to talk to if not i think i would not be able to survive. Ended work late for the past two days as there's this lady who is fond of coming only when we are already going to do the closing. She knows very well that we will be closing yet she still do it everytime she comes. Still, customers are always the first priority.
Received a call from Kelvin.L on friday night which surprises me alot as he seldom phone me up. Lol! Hanged up the call with him after talking for a little while as i am working. Guozhong was nice enough to fetch me home from my workplace for the past two days too. Had dinner with him together yesterday after my work at Plaza and homed after that.

2010-02-18T20:59:00.000+08:00

Preached..

Well,has been days since i last update my blog. Same mundane life,nothing special though. Work for yesterday was still alright,at least i do quite enjoy working at those environment (': I am lazy to edit the pitures as there's quite a number of it.

初一

Bathe and prepared in the afternoon. Bused down to Big aunt's house to 拜年. Did nothing much at there,went off at 6plus. Bused down to Westmall after that and bought tickets for '72 tenants of prosperity'. Show ended at 9plus. Homed then..

初二
Woke up in the late morning and watched 'Autumn Concerto'. Bathe and prepared,waited for Sissy to be back home after her work. Cabbed down to Dad's place 3plus in the afternoon and stayed there till 5plus. Sissy has forgotten to bring along her ezlink card thus we took mrt down to Jurong instead. Reach aunt's house in the evening. Back home at 9plus as Mum is working the next day.

初三
Not intending to go anywhere for today as there's work the next day for me. Still,i went to IMM to get the things i want and homed then. Met up with Sissy and Vincent and went to his house. Play around with the kids there. had steamboat and gambled till 11pm. Homed straight then.

2010-02-12T22:15:00.001+08:00

A sense of reminisce...

11thFeb'10
The day i'll never forget.. Time flies,its actually the last day of my work in DDS ): Aww! Though the time i am working there might be only for a short period of time but i do learn alot of things from there and make alot of new friends. Rachel,the lady who never fails to help me whenever i am face with difficulties. She never reprimand me for doing wrong things. Instead,she would guide me slowly as time goes by. I may be quite forgetful at times but she's always there to remind me to do this and that. Lol! She's the lady i love alot and definitely not forgettng the rest of the girls too,your know who i am refering to (': Had Sakae Sushi for lunch on that day which is meant to be a farewell for me and thats a treat from the boss. Received presents from the ladies and also a farewell card at the end of the day.

I did not read the card till i reached home. The moment i read it,i dropped my tears ): Those words touched my heart,so much...

A great thanks to all the five ladies,Snow,Pat,Ling Fong & also Vincent. All of you have made a great impact in my life and your are forever etched in my heart. See you guys on the 22nd! (: Muchloves! (L)

12thFeb'10
Out for job training today in the morning. Well,everything turns out quite well and i am pretty sure i am able to take up this job. Heh! Starting work on the 17th but i wont be able to take any leave for the rest of the three months till my probation period is over ): Aww! There goes all my free time except on Sunday and Monday as it'll be my off days. Back home at 12plus going 1,slept for a little while. Prepared and walked over to Bangkit to have my manicure & pedicure done,back home at 6plus.

Wont be updating till CNY is over..Bye!

2010-02-06T23:49:00.000+08:00

Past misses..

5th Feb'10
Haha! Its friday and time flies (: Work ended at 6pm,trained down to Plaza with Kim but did not get the chance to accompany her throughout the whole autograph session. In fact,i left after bringing her there ): Heh! Rushed home and get myself prepared then,cabbed down to some other place with Kelvin.L for dinner together then. Cabbed home at 10plus and definitely with his accompany(L)

6th Feb'10
Aww! Work for halfday today ): Received Rebecca's message and decided to meet up with her since i have got nothing much to do in the afternoon too. Work ended at 1pm,back to Yewtee and had my threading done. Trained down to Cck and waited for Rebecca to arrive. She always have got tons of things to update me and i am so interested to know about it. Haha! Trained down to Bugis and shopped around,had our late lunch at food junction since both of us are all so famished after walking for so long. Decided to go Town and met up with Rebecca's friend. Lol! Joked around and bade farewell at 6plus going 7 as we are dead beat. I alighted at Plaza whereas Rebecca went home. Went to find Sissy for a little while and went to have my jeans altered then. Homed at 7plus going 8.

Going out with Mum tomorrow but i have got no idea of where to go yet. Hah! Having an interview session on next tuesday and i am so excited about it! Had my manicure & pedicure appointment booked too (:

2010-02-01T21:15:00.000+08:00

Be contented enough..

Counting down to 9 more days before i leave the company ): Aww! I gonna miss my colleagues so much..

Last saturday,work for halfday. Homed for lunch and took a short rest,bathe and prepared. Bused down to Chinatown with Mummy in the late afternoon and shopped around. Had our dinner and bused back to Plaza,there's heavy traffic jam due to the thaipusam festival. Bought some stuffs and homed at 8plus going 9. Took a quick bath and trained down to Bukit Batok for movie. Chilled at Mac since the time is still early.Watched 'My Ex',show ended at around 1am plus. Cabbed home and Kelvin.L was gentlemen enough to sent me up to my doorstep.

Yesterday,did pineapple tarts with Sissy and also cooked spaghetti for lunch too. Clean up everything and only managed to have my bath in the late afternoon. Did a light make up and trained down to Dad's place as the time is already late. Had buffet for dinner and cut cake because it's grandad's birthday. Trained down to Jurong Point with Sissy at 8plus and shopped around. Cabbed home at 9plus going 10 as i am lazy to take the bus,Sissy dropped me off first as she's heading to Plaza to meet her boyfriend.

Ahh! Its monday today which means i have got to work again ): Work ended at 6pm,lrted down to Bangkit to cut my fringe and went home straight after that.

2010-01-24T20:23:00.002+08:00

Momentum of life..

In life,we tends to forgo whats right infront of us. We expect for more than what we have in our life and take things for granted. For always,human beings have been behaving this way.. Cherish what you have right now and stop asking for more. Be contented enough,even a tiny wee of happiness will do (':

Back to blog since its a weekend for today which means i can get to rest. Have not been meeting up with my girls for a week,i guess we are all busy with our own stuffs. Well,had a change of blogskin though there's only little changes in it. Work for the weekdays as per normal. I suppose i wont have the time to meet up with my girls this coming new week since i'll be working on weekdays and also half day for Saturday ): I will be heading out with Mum this coming saturday to Chinatown and also maybe for movie in the night time with my friend. Sunday will be grandad's birthday,going over to Dad's place for buffet. Before that,may be going out with Sissy for shopping spree too.Heh! At least i gonna have a fruitful day over the weekends rather than staying at home. CNY is reaching and yet i have not get everything done still ): I need more clothings,i can never get enough of it! ^^

I'll be working in the current company till 30th and will be jobless soon. Of course,i got to look for a new permanent job soon to support for myself. I know i could not always depend on my mother (:

2010-01-17T22:26:00.001+08:00

I dont lie and i am the truth..

Bathe and prepared in the late afternoon. Bused down to Vivo alone and waited for Geraldine to end work. Haha! I was late as the bus was so slow and it took me 1 whole hour to reach there ): Met up with her and we trained down to Orchard. By the time we reached there,its already 7plus in the night time. Shopped around and i finally managed to buy Rachel's wedding gift since i could not make it for her wedding on that Saturday. Shopped around and nothing caught my eyes ): So we decided to bus home since she's having school tomorrow whereas i have got to work again ): Alright,thats all for today.

I hate guys who have got no guts.. Show me what you have got. Lol! A very random sentence,i know...

2010-01-16T20:44:00.004+08:00

In your eyes..

Sigh! Till now,i am not sure whether is that the route i want to walk forever in my rest of my life? I am afraid of regretting in the future,afraid of falling once again,afraid of facing obstacles when i am in the society. Thousands of worries are hounding me everyday and indeed,days seem so hard to pass )': At least,there's still work to keep myself occupied. Its time,time to make plan for myself and start working on it in case i am once again too late for everything.

Work for the past few days as per normal (: Met up with Val yesterday after work and headed down to Jurong to hand in our timesheet. Decided to train down to Lotone since the time is still early. Had some dessert and had a long chat too. Bade goodbye and lrted home at 7plus going 8pm.

Today,work ended at 1pm. Met up with Huiyi for lunch at Westmall. Did not ask Val to tag along as i thought she'll be working but i received her call saying that she already ended her work at 2plus. Haha! By the time she called me,i am already going home. Shopped around before settling down at the food court for our lunch as it was quite packed and no seats were available earlier on

.Was talking after our lunch and suddenly a auntie knocked onto me but of course i smiled at her since she apologised. Out of a sudden, a young looking guy came to our table and told me he's apologising on his mother's behalf for knocking onto my elbow. Huiyi and me was caught in a shock. I was thinking its just a small matter,there's no need for the person to apologise to me umpteen times. Lol! He told me he loved interacting with people since he's a estate agent and i was like. 'oh,well.So?' He told me to leave down my number so that he could contact me for other further purposes but of course i turned him down. After that,his mum came and told us hell loads of bullshit. I remember placing my tissue on the table and while the cleaner was cleaning the table, the guy's mum simply took that packet of tissue and placed it into her bag without realising its actually mine.

Heh! I kept complaining to Huiyi that the packet of tissue belongs to me,she should not take it away. Lol! Indeed,there's many weird people in the world. Walked around and sat down to talk before heading home. Around 5,bade farewell with her since we are going different ways. Bused home at 5plus going 6pm.

I am going to have my eyebrow embroidery done within this month. Ohmy,i am so excited! Right now,i am going to continue with my show. Update soon! C:

2010-01-12T12:57:00.002+08:00

If only..

Sigh! I am utterly disappointed in myself and i guess mum would feel the same way too but she said nothing about it ): She knew that i have done my best so do i ): Still, i cant help it but to feel so down ): I was overwhelmed with excitement while waiting for my turn. Finally,it came.I was shocked,with the results i have got. Few messages were ignored as i do not see the need to let sone of the people know about it since there's nothing to be proud of either.Months of hard work did not paid off,i started it all too late! I felt so disheartened.. What can i still do? I am in a dilemma whereby i hope to run away from this reality.. )': Future? There's no more for me..

Road ahead of me will be tough and i knew it but i am not prepared for all this ): Not even a little..
I have got no mood for everything.Got to go back for work right now,lunch time is already over.Bye! C:

2010-01-09T19:26:00.002+08:00

Not even a wee bit..

Results will be out in just two more days ): Aww! I am feeling abit scared,tensed up,excited and panicking at the same time. Lol! Mixed feelings is what i feels right now at this moment. Got to spray my hair black as i do not wish to be stucked outside the school gate not able to enter the school. Heh! Results will only be released in the afternoon thus i'll be meeting up with my girls for lunch before heading to school together.

Speaking of that, i am actually so glad that we make it a point to contact one another though we dont see one another that often anymore. Once in a blue moon,we do meet up and have a talk over lunch. I am contented enough to have these two friends though we have disagreements sometimes but we never ever once had a big quarrel. The key to this friendship of ours is due to years of understanding,tolerating and of course friend's love (':

Well,work is keeping me busy and tired too thus i could not fork out any of my free time to update my blog ):
Work,home,eat,sleep is my everyday life. No life hur? No choice,what can i still do? Lol! I met up with Geraldine yesterday after work at Bangkit. She's such a kind soul to accompany me when i only gave her a message asking her a question and she initiated to go with me and purchased the hair spray. Met up with her at Bangkit but to no avail,i could not find it ): So we decided to walked over to Plaza to have a look instead. Lucky me,the shop is selling still. Shopped around,went to find Sissy and homed at 7plus going 8pm..

As for today,its a half day working. Thus met up with Huiyi for lunch at Lotone but Val was not able to make it the last minute. Have our meal at Subway and shopped around since Sasa is having their weekly promotion. Hah! Bade farewell and lrted home at 4plus.

Sorry for the lack for pictures,will be back with pictures after having dinner with my Sissy on monday (: Shall update soon..

2010-01-01T19:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2010 TO ALL MY DEAREST FRIENDS (:

{EDITED}

Sissy came back home together with her friend; Geraldine & Kaiyin after the countdown (: Played mahjong till 3plus and they sleepover at my house. Woke up at only around 11plus,ate and watched 海派甜心 online till 1plus. Bathe and prepared and waited for Geraldine to get ready too. Sissy went for work first leaving only the two girls with me. Out with Geraldine to Lotone for movie whereas Kaiyin went home. Watched 'Alvin & The Chipmunks 2' at 3.50pm. Show ended at 5plus, walked around and had some finger food before heading home. Homed at 6plus (': Its amazingly strange that i actually spent my new year eve and new year with Sissy's friends instead of my own friends. Heh! Well,i enjoyed my day with them still..

Going out with Mummy this coming sunday ~

I completely have got no idea of what my new year resolutions for year 2010 will be. Heh! Well,let me give a thought about it then..

The list goes down like this..

1.Save up more money

2.Cut down on shopping online (hard to resist temptations though)

3. Spend more time with my family

For the rest,i will update more as time goes by C:

2010 is at your doorstep..Remember,life is short, break the rules,forgive and forget quickly,love truly,laugh uncontrollably and never regret anything that made you smile!

2009-12-31T22:14:00.000+08:00

Bade farewell

Work have taken up most of my time,leaving only a little time for myself at night ): But still,i got no choice. No work,no income for me and i wont be able to go for any shoppingg spree. Heh! Today i shall make it a point to update this blog as it will be the last entry for the year of 2009. Wow! Times flies,in less than 3 hours and the clock will strikes at 12 (': No matter what, its still another normal day for me as there's nothing special either..

Well,met up with Huiyi together with Valencia after submitting our timesheet once our work ends. Initially wanted to catch 'Alvin & The Chipmunks 2' but the tickets were all sold out ): Thus we went only for dinner instead. Cabbed down to Jurong Point as Huiyi waited for us for hours,shopped around after having dinner and at least we did not went home with empty hand. Haha ^^ Bused home at 9plus. Bathe and went to bed at 12plus then (:

30TH DECEMBER '09

MY BELOVED GIRL'S DAY

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU,BABY! C:

31th,
Work for today too ): There's no half day but there's an unexpected news in the late afternoon that we are able to knock off early. Heh! And of course,my colleagues and i went off together at 4plus. One of my colleague sent us to the mrt station as the company bus only arrive at 6pm. Went to have my threading done and Valencia waited for me after having hers done too. Bade goodbye and homed after packing my dinner.
Sissy is already back from Genting and got me some presents together with Big Brother too. Heh! And not forgetting presents from my colleagues during christmas eve and boss for the lunch treat too (':

2009-12-20T19:47:00.003+08:00

All i want for christmas is you..

Aww! Monthly cramps hurt like hell ): Again,tomorrow is monday which means i have to starts working ): Had my nails painted pink (': Haha! Will be back to blogging once i have the free time together with some pictures which i have not uploaded yet. Planning to bake muffins this coming saturday since i have not bake for sucha long time but i am just so lazy. Hehe!

Movie with Huiyi soon maybe the 24th or 25th if there nothing crops up and also wild wild wet for next week. And i am wondering is Valencia able to join us on the 28th too? Hmm...

2009-12-13T19:06:00.000+08:00

Take a little time

Aww! One week since i last blogged. Where should i start from then? Seriously,i have got no idea of what to post too. Work is still the same but since Rachel is still on leave,i have got nothing much to do either except waiting for the time to pass ):

Work ended at 1pm yesterday, Valencia and me had our threading done. Trained down to Lotone and met up with Huiyi for lunch at Subway then. Shopped around and initially planned to have our manicure done but since the bookings are all full so we decided not to do it. Homed at 3plus.

Not going anywhere for today as work starts tomorrow again ): Haha! On the side note, i will be getting my pay on the 20th after submitting my timesheet on tuesday. Hehe! Yeah,decided to get my hair dyed since i promised not to buy any clothings for the time being. Lol!

2009-12-05T20:42:00.002+08:00

Mundane life

Days since i last update my blog. Work have been keeping me busy nowadays and i am so tired of working ): No choice,i got to continue still. On a happier note,i am getting my pay (: Lunch in with Valencia almost everyday instead because we find it a waste of money to eat outside,either bread or pie for our lunch and also a cup of hot drink too (: Ohmy! I still have a pile of documents to sort out and it need to be filed too. I have a hard time doing so as my table is all full of invoices and files ): Still,i am not yet done with my keying in of datas too. Ahh! I have to finish all my filing by this monday as Rachel will soon be on leave till the 15th ): Not all pictures are in,most prolly upload tomorrow or next week!

Met up with Huiyi at Lotone after Valencia and me knocked off yesterday (: Had our dinner at prosperous kitchen then and did some catch up (: Up to arcade and had our usual game for 2 rounds. Haha! Shopped around and homed at 8plus then..

Work for today too and furthermore its a saturday still.Work ended at 1pm,decided to go for lunch with Valencia the last minute at Yewtee. Trained back to Lotone and shopped around till 3plus and lrted home after that. I want to buy the bottom from Cotton On and the top from one of the shop located at Lotone,wonder will Valencia be kind enough to accompany me? Lol!

2009-11-29T20:22:00.002+08:00

Merry go round and round...

Had work for yesterday till 1pm and homed straight after that as i am having a bad headache ): Spend the rest of my day at home then..

Bathe and prepared,met up with my girls at IMM in the early afternoon today. I was the first to reach thus shopped around while waiting for them to arrive. Straight after that,we headed off to Mos Burger to have our lunch and starts cam-whoring but i accidentally deleted those photos,not all though ): Shall update those pictures soon after i got them all from Valencia this tuesday (: Shopped around till 5plus and we decided to go Lotone. Cabbed back to Lotone then and off we went to the arcade and played 2 rounds of game and we went off. Accompanied Huiyi to wait for her bus and we walked separate ways then.

I am looking forward to Friday whereby i'll be able to meet my 2 girls again after work for dinner and maybe movie too (': Speaking of that,i am in a high spirits because they makes my day(L)

So wait for my next update,readers (:

TAURUS (The Tramp)
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!

2009-11-27T14:17:00.001+08:00

A bed of roses

Have been busy all along since i started work thus i do not have the time to update my blog as my working hours is from 9-6pm.After i am home,i am already dead beat. As said earlier on,went over to sign the contract on monday but i was informed the last minute that i'll be starting work on 24th instead of 1st december.Aww! i am reporting for work earlier than Valencia therefore i need to go for work myself till next monday ): I loathe squeezing into the train together with other people in the morning,i loathe waking up early in the morning,loathe sitting in the office for long hours and staring into the space when i have got nothing better to do. Lol! Nowadays have been putting make ups due to work and my complexion is turning bad ):

Well,work was alright still. Luckily there's radio in my department thus the office wont be so silent. Haha! Made new friends in the office and always have lunch together with my colleagues. There will also be a christmas party organised by the company during 18thdec and definitely i am invited too together with Valencia. Was late for work yesterday as i did not manage to get into the lrt earlier on thus i could not make it for the company bus. Waited for a cab for a long time and chanced upon two colleagues of mine too so took cab to work together. Work ended at 6 and trained home after that then.

No work for today as its a public holiday. Still,i got to work half day for tomorrow ):

Stay strong for always,my dear (':

2009-11-22T21:15:00.001+08:00

Sweetheart..

Sorry for the wordy post,do bear with it for the moment. Has been days since i last update my blog. The main reason is because i am lazy to do so although i do on my laptop almost everyday. Pardon me,i prefer bloghopping rather than updating my own blog. I have lose count of how many days i see Valencia last week because of job interview. Lol! Have been sleeping late and will only wakes up automatically in the late morning going to afternoon soon. Shall make it a point to meet Shihui when both of us are free to do so C:

21stNov2009
Nothing much for the day. Mummy bought lunch for me after eating with her friends. Watched television till late afternoon. Decided to go over to Yewtee to shop around then. Bathe and prepared,bused down to Yewtee. Chanced upon many familiar faces for today. Saw Helmi in the bus,i have not seen him for months and so we chatted with each other for a little while. Shopped around at Yewtee and had our dinner there too. As the time is still early,thus we decided to bus back to Cck and walked to the night market. Headed over to Lotone,saw Aaron at BHG and Nicola,the girl whom i have not seen for months too working at Pizzahut. I almost could not recognise her(L). Shopped till 8plus going 9 and decided to go back home as the Channel U show will be aired too. While wating for bus in the interchange,saw Adrian.W too.Homed at 9plus,just in time for the taiwan idol drama.

22ndNov2009
Did not went out for today,could not get to sleep last night ): Only managed to fall asleep at about 3am.. Dad came back today too and he bought back dinner for me. Going over to Jurong with Valencia tomorrow to sign the contract and have to reach by 10am! Aww,i have not tried waking so early for so long )':

'Good luck to Huiyi for her first day of work tomorrow'

2009-11-13T20:48:00.002+08:00

Bless in disguise

Family picture is taken ages ago..

12thNov2009

Out with Val and Huiyi in the afternoon. Was not able to meet them in the bus thus met up with them at Takashimaya instead. Headed to Recruit Express for application of job,currently waiting for their call. Decided to cab down to Suntec since it was raining. Bought tickets for 'Paranormal Activity',played at arcade while waiting for the time to pass. Damn shitty,the show was indeed horrified and it is based on true story that really happens when you are sleeping. Highly recommended *10/10 Those who are timid might consider of not watching it. Lol! Show ended at 7plus,wanted to go to Food Republic of dinner but it was not open for public due to the Apec Day. Had pepper lunch then. Shopped around a liitle while and trained home at 9plus. Reached home at 10plus.

13thNov2009

Was not able to get to sleep last night due to the show watched last night together with my girls. I suppose i am just scaring myself but the image kept repeating in my mind ): Woke up at only 11am. Had my lunch,bathe and prepared then. Walked over to Bangkit and had my soft rebonding done. I spent 4 hours sitting at the salon and back home at 7plus.

2009-10-19T17:02:00.000+08:00

Anticipating..

Not going out today. I am done revising for my physics and i am going to get on with Geography later on. Ahh! Right now,my toe nails are so naked. I clean off the nail colours and cut off my nails. Nails seems to be spoiling soon so no choice but to.. I do not want it to be ugly in the future.Just a short post for today.
Going back to school with my girls tomorrow for revision. (:

2009-10-19T16:57:00.002+08:00

Fruitful moments..

Ohmy! I seems to have tons of things to update. But once am i am in the blogger page,i am wondering. What am i doing when i am supposed to be studying still? Lol! I cant resist the temptation (': Well,this will most prolly be my last post till the end of O's. Left 3 more days to Science practical and damn it! I'll still be sitting at the first row,it seems so hard for me to look around at others work. Lol! And exactly 1 more week to the first written paper ): I have not even touched a single thing on my POA ): I am focusing on the other subjects,how can that be? Not all pictures are uploaded bur mostly is my individual photos so it does not matter to. Be back soon anyway...

Well,let me recall back what i have been doing for the past few days? Study,studying and still studying!

15thOct2009

Was home at the whole revising for my work while waiting for Sissy to be home. Bathe and prepared in the late afternoon. Headed to Plaza and get Granny's birthday present. Could not think of what to give her so decided to DIY a photoframe purchased at MiniToons and with a photo attached too (: Then,shopped around with Sissy since the time is still early. Trained down to Buona Vista at around 6plus. Had our dinner at Granny's place and watched television till 10pm and Daddy gave us money to cab home.

16thOct2009

Met up with my girls in the evening. Huiyi was late thus Valencia and me shopped around while waiting for her. Went to BHG and chanced upon Aaron there as he's working. Chatted awhile and went to meet up with Huiyi. Had our dinner together and went to library to study after that. Lol! By the time we went into the library,its already 8plus, which also means that the library is closing soon. Haha! Packed up at around 9 and headed to the night market and shop. Homed at 9plus 10.

17thOct2009

Had tuition at 2pm till 4plus going 5. Trained down to Jurong East and met up with Mummy there,took the shuttle bus to IMM then. Had our dinner and shopped together,only bought some necessities at Watsons and nothing much. Homed at 8plus going 9 as i am rushing home to watch the 'Boys over Flowers'!

18thOct2009

Stayed at home to study till later afternoon. Bathe and prepared in the late afternoon. Went out only in the evening,headed to Granny's place because its her birthday. Relatives were there while waiting for everyone to arrive. Headed down to the coffeeshop and had 'zhu chao' for our dinner. Back home at 8plus. Watched television till 9plus going 10,uncle drove me home then..

2009-10-15T11:58:00.000+08:00

Farewell..

Yesterday,14thOct2009,marks the end of my secondary school life. Time passes so fast (: In a wink,i had already completed 5 years of my education in TeckWhye Secondary. Upon leaving this school, i felt that i did grow up. I changed my attitude in studies though there is a point of time i feel like giving up but still, i stayed on. I am sure i have make the right choice by staying on to complete the last lap. Defintely,i'll miss my precious 5A classmates esp Huiyi and Val. Those happy moments will always be etched in my heart deeply..

15thOct2009
Well,why am i at here blogging when i am supposed to be mugging hard like my other schoolmates? Lol! Thats because i am trying to relieve stress. The same old excuse again and i do not wish to neglect my blog too (': I make it a point to update whenever i can. Okay,going to Dad's place for dinnner tonight. Right now,i have got to go back to my revision. Bye! (':

2009-10-12T19:46:00.004+08:00

Tensed up..

Hello! I am back (: Well,i could not really remember what i did for the past few days. Haha! Time files, 14 more days to O's and thats exactly just 2 more weeks to the day. Ohmy! Still,i think i am not studying hard enough yet ): But luckily,i am almost done with my Social Studies revision (:

11thOct2009,Sunday
Woke up quite early in the morning to prepare. Bused down to Woodlands with Mummy and Sissy in the early afternoon and shopped around while waitnig for Aunt to arrive. After that,bused down to cousin's place for his son 1st birthday party (: Had buffet there and i ate alot of food ): Lol! Decided to bus back to Woodlands since there's nothing much for us to do at there either. Shopped awhile and decided to bused down to Jurong Pt to shop again. Haha! Reached at around 5plus going 6. Had our dinner at BentoBox and i was like eating again? Lol! Shopped around and bought a top but its OOS thus have to wait now ): Bused home at 9plus going 10 then.

12thOct2009,Monday

Woke up at 10plus. Again,i did not attend school. Revised some of my Social Studies notes and did my maths revision too. Will be going to school tomorrow and this coming wednesday too since wednesday will be the last day of school and the rest of the days will be our study break till O's (:

2009-09-30T19:04:00.005+08:00

Obsessed..

I am already trying to take things in a more optimistic mindset but still i need some time to..though. Ohmy! Left 25 more days to O level and i'll have all my freedom. Lol! 5 years is just going to pass by in a wink (: That's really great,isn't? Well, i wont be blogging much. I need to study god damn hard so as to make sure that at least i passed my english and maths and 2 more subjects since i have already cleared my Chinese (':

Well,today is Mummy's off day. So met up with her and Sissy at Plaza after school for lunch. Had our lunch at Xinwang Cafe then. Headed to Ntuc to get some necessities stuffs and bought something for my girlfriends too. Lol! Homed at 3plus then. And right now, i am going back to do my maths revision. Readers,wait patiently for my next update. Bye!

As time slowly goes by,i am finally able to survive without.. I know eventually i'll still be able to..(claps)

2009-09-28T22:25:00.004+08:00

Sunday.
Well,did not went out for today. Time flies,tomorrow is the start of school again ): I am done with part of my Social Studies notes but not for my tuition homework ): Having tuition for tomorrow again,sigh! Daddy came back today and bought dinner back for me (: I miss my Sissy,she has been out for work when i am still sleeping and back when i am already asleep. Recently,i do not have the chance to have a proper talk with her either. Pardon me for the wordy post anyway C:

Monday.
School is totally boring for today ): Had ss timed test in the morning and two hours of english lesson. But class was dismissed at 12.30pm (: Homed and had lunch with Sissy. I tried to study for tomorrow's ss test but still,i fall asleep on the sofa. Haha! Woke up at 4plus,bathe and prepared. Walked over to Plaza's popular and bought some stuffs. Intially wanted to buy my face mask but since i am running out of time,i left without purchasing it ): Bused down to Clementi for tuition. It ended at 9plus and homed after that..

Today,the 16th misses...

But i am worn out..I am not hoping for anything,anymore. Do you realised that? You are a ...i dont wish to lose..

2009-09-26T14:41:00.002+08:00

Once it's gone,it'll be gone for good..

Seriously,there's nothing for me to update. Same routine for everyday. I am leading a mundane life right now or should i say for the whole of my life? Lol! I know i am exaggerating but thats quite true,life for a schooling girl is either staying at home sleeping or studying. Isnt? Finally, counting down to less than a month will be the arrival of O levels and i am like so-happy about it. But upon receiving my prelims marks,it never fails to affect me mood ): Ohmygod! How am i suppose to pass the most important subject when i have did badly for this exam. Right now, i am starting to get worried about my future ): What if my results turn out bad? What if i cant get into a poly?(Till now,i have got no idea of what course to get into yet) There's just so much of questions that even i,myself do not have any answers for it. How is it possible for me to pass when i dont even want to put in the best effort?

Ahh! Enough of my studies. Till then,my studies will be my main priority (: Shall put other matter aside since i should not be..in the first place. I am contented enough to at least able.. Well,did not mange to wake up this morning for extra lesson in school since i only get to sleep in the morning 2am plus. Haha! I am sure i'll get it from Valencia when she gets to see me. Lol! Because i bombed her the last minute. Ohya! Guess what? There will be Social studies timed practice for the whole week during the morning assembly and i am having a hard time memorising those notes ): God save me,please!(i promised not to mention about studies yet i still did) No choice lar,i got no one to grumble to so spare me for this long post ^^

I realised,it has been so long since i last updated such a long post or should i say i seldom update such a long post? Haha! I know it may bore you,readers. Lol! Your have a choice of not reading it either. Having tuition later on in the evening, heading to Plaza before tuition to get my masks.

2009-09-23T18:35:00.000+08:00

Losing my stand..

Hello,readers! (: Wondering why i have been blogging frequently this time round? Haha! Thats because blogging allows me to relieve stress and also it makes me feels better..

Actually,i have got nothing much to update either. I just feel like blogging and typing,lol. Sigh! Results is definitely not up to my expectations but forget it. What done cannot be undone. I shall work harder for the upcoming O's then.

My instincts tells me that..i guess i wont be seeing myself struggling at this point of time if only i choose to...This is not what i want but it no longer matter. Still,i wont..(definitely not refering to my studies)

2009-09-22T19:15:00.001+08:00

Worthwhile...

21Sept2009

Met up with my girls; Valencia and Huiyi at Plaza in the late afternoon (: I thought i'll be alone waiting for Val since Huiyi did not want to come because she claims that she's tired but when i stepped into the Starbucks,i saw her. Haha! Catch up with one another since we had a long weekends before that. Initially,we intend to do our maths but well,we cant resist the temptations of talking. Starts to camwhore and we had totally forgotten about our work. Lol! Packed up and had our dinner at Kfc then. Walked home at 7plus going 8.

Pardon us for all those craziness :D (Val forced me to post ALL the pictures up,lol)

22ndSept2009

School starts again for today and i am so not used of going home so late after having prelims for 2 weeks or so ): But one good news is that there wont be any timed practice for now. I am pretty disappointed with my prelims results though not all papers have been taken back. Somehow,i am able to predict how i badly i have done for the rest of my papers ): Sigh! What to do? O level coming in exactly another one more month. Ohmy! I have not touched a single book since prelim is over.How? What am i suppose to do? I need back the motivation i had a few weeks ago ):

希望越多,失望越大

2009-09-21T13:45:00.002+08:00

Imperfection of yours..

Just a random post.Gradually,days passed..I realised i am starting to lose the perseverance i have in you ): I do not wish for that to happen either but i feel so insecure. I am hesitating.. I find myself not being able to hold on anymore..

The hardest pain is when you actually pretend it does not hurt a single bit..

2009-09-20T22:20:00.001+08:00

My love will get you home..

18thSept2009

Had Physics paper and Poa P1. Finally,prelims are finally over. Haha! I can finally get to rest for this weekends (: Paper ended ended at 12plus,skipped this year graduation ceremony rehearsal too. Bused home and took a nap,Hexiang's call woke me up ): Bathe and prepared in the evening, took 188 to the Chevrons for Shujun's 21st birthday party.

19thSept2009

Lol! I cant remember what i did on this day. Let me recall.. Bathe and prepared in the late afternoon,bused down to Lotone and met up with Val first and went to meet the rest of the guys(hexiang,clement,julian,tommy(or tony,lol),jiebin,bohui,weijian) and trained down to Cityhall. Haha! The guys did not change at all,they are still the same. Val and me are always bullied by Hexiang but we dont blame him either because...he is our sister ^^ Lol! And so waited for Roy to arrive and we walked over to Marina Square and settled our dinner at Cafe Cartel since YukiYaki and the rest of the food outlets are full house ): After dinner,the guys decided to go to Halo Bar for a drink and to watch their football match too. Val and 2 of the guys went off first whereas the rest of us cabbed down to Timah. Reached at aound 9plus going 10, drank and they watch the match till 11plus. I accompanied them to walk to the Pool centre and they accompanied me to wait for a cab. Homed at 12plus..

20thSept2009

Wah! What a nice date today is,20092009 (: Haha! Nothing much for today either. Woke up in the late morning upon receiving Kelvin's message. Ate my lunch and starts to prepare. I was late as i was tempted by the television programme. Rushed through with my make ups and etc,headed down and met up with Kelvin. Bused down to Town and shopped around then,had our early dinner at Cafe Cartel(and its like again) since i have got no idea of what to eat at all ): Bused home at 6plus then.

Ohmy! I have been going out for 3 whole days ): I need a day to replenish my sleep and for my face to rest,lol!

Sometimes,i do really wish to..but i dont bear to either ): Sigh! So what even if..it makes no difference at all.

2009-09-17T12:51:00.002+08:00

Hopefully...

16Sept2009
Had Maths paper 2 and poa paper 2 for yesterday. Well,i messed up my accounting paper ): I left a question blank and there goes my 14 marks,i think so ): Paper ended at 1.30pm. I was dead beat,i only managed to sleep at 2am plus yesterday ): Prepared lunch for Sissy. Bathe and prepared,met up with Kelvin at 3plus and bused down to Jurong Point. Shopped around and bought present for Shujun upcoming birthday cum her party too (': Had Lohnjohn Silver for our dinner and walked around then. Bused home at 6plus going 7 as Kelvin needs to be home early for some particular reason..

Sigh! I have been studying so hard for this few days and i feel like giving up but NO! I got to stay on till the end. Thanks a million to SandyPang for giving me support (:

All along,i thought my feeling wont get sway anymore but who knows he have to appear and thus...
I promised,promised not to and i am trying not to...Love is just not within my control

2009-09-14T19:18:00.007+08:00

Love knows no limit

Lol ^^ Unglam picture taken by Sissy. I wonder what am i doing at that time(self entertaining)

I am dead beat ): Did not manage to sleep well for last night, i kept turning and tossing till the clock hits 2am and i am still wide awake. Luckily,i managed to fall asleep at 2plus going 3. Woke up at 6am in the morning,earlier than my usual routine as i intend to read up some of my notes before going to school (: Bathe and prepared and bused down to school then. Geography paper from 8 to 9.30am, i messed up one of the question ): I have got no idea of what the question is asking about thus i answered out of point, there goes my 5 marks for the paper. Headed to CC Mac with my girls for breakfast and did abit of catch up since we have not seen one another for days. Haha! Bused down to Yewtee with Valencia the last minute for our face threading whereas Huiyi returned home. Homed at 12plus. Bathe and KO at the bed, i am far too tired. Took a short nap and revised for my science paper from 4-6.30pm. I still had abit to go and i will be done with it.

I forget to mention that Kelvin is finally out yesterday (': Received his message and might be meeting him this coming wednesday or during one of the weekend. I wont have the chance to online tomorrow as the day after tomorrow i'll be having a heavy paper,therefore i need the time to study. I cant imagine sitting for E.maths P2 and POA P2 together on the same day ): I seems to be behind time though i have revised a little for my acoounts.

I miss that dumbie..

2009-09-13T15:56:00.000+08:00

12thSept2009,Saturday

Taken ages ago already (':

Tuition starts only in the evening for yesterday. Bathe and prepared,bused down to Clementi around 5plus 6. Shujun was not at home when i arrived ): Therefore,i waited for her. Tuition from 6.20 to 9plus. Ohmy! I am so tired upon seeing those maths question and cant wait for the time to pass. Haha^^ Aftermath,went to transfer money to Shujun as i forget to bring along the money with me. How dumb can i be? Lol! Waited for XiaoBai to arrive. Decided not to go for movie since the timing is quite late so drove to Timah for prata (: Ate and chatted for a lil while. He drove me home at 10plus going 11 then.

13thSept2009,Sunday
As for today, i have got no plans yet. Going to study for my POA now. Damn that XiaoBai because he is still sleeping like a pig now ): Lol! Ahh! Exams resuming tomorrow but paper ending at 0930am.

2009-09-06T20:08:00.002+08:00

Once upon a time..

I have created onsugar.com but should i change to that instead? Ohmy! I am so in love with my toe nails now,haha. Had it coloured with light pink and gold glitter on it too (: I am still revising hard for my geography right now )': Way to go still..

4thSept2009
Had E.Maths paper 1 and Social Studies paper on that day. Ohmy! I hope i did not screw up my maths paper whereas luckily my effort did not go down the drain,i managed to complete my social studies paper this time round. Thumbs up for myself! (: Everything ended at 12plus,bused home after that. Bathe and prepared,bused down to Cck in the late afternoon and met up with Valencia and trained down to Suntec. Initially, we are planning to catch a movie but were late thus we gave up that idea. We decided to go for Kbox since we have got no plan either. Sing,sang,sung till 9pm then. Walked around and trained back at 9plus. I alighted at Yewtee and met up with Adrian.N to pass him some stuffs then took 307 back to Cck. Headd to 302 to get Mummy's supper and also to buy for my late dinner as i am feeling a little hungry. Lrted back and homed at 11plus.

5thSept2009
There's nothing much for this day actually. Bathe and prepared. I accidentally hurt my finger while closing the door as my mind was at somewhere else.. Bused down to Clementi and tuitioned till 6plus. Back home,i waited 184 for so long. Reached Plaza,shopped around alone and bought my dinner too. Walked home approximately at 8plus then..

~~My beloved ex,i miss you..~~

2009-08-31T15:12:00.003+08:00

Marriage is the beginning of every love..

Blurred image,blame it on my viewty front camera,haha! Taken ages ago..

Has been so long since i last updated my blog. Reason being is because i am lazy to do so and i have been busy studying for my upcoming prelims exam ): So its inevitable that i will neglect my blog for now and the in the near future too as O level is also just 2 months always. Ohmy! August will be over by today soon,time flies.He's gone for a month or so..Isn't? Well,nothing much to update either as i stayed home for almost everyday just to study and i have a hard time memorising for my social studies notes but now finally i am done with one essay,one more to go..Phew!

30thSept2009
Well,yesterday it rained for almost the whole day ): I hate those rainy days as i need to bring umbrella out. How great would it be if i have a boyfriend still and he will be able to fetch me to and fro(i know i am dreaming) Bathe and prepared,bused down to Clementi in the early afternoon for my tuition. Everything ended at 4plus going 5. Bused home before meeting Mummy for dinner as i am having a tummy upset,furtermore its out of a sudden.. Homed at 5plus going 6 then,rushed to the toilet immediately(Lol) Removed my make up and rest a for little while whilst waiting for Mummy's call. 7plus going 8,received Mummy's call,changed and put on my make ups and lrt-ed down to Lotone. Met up with her and went to foodcourt for our late dinner and i finally had my 'Yong Tau Foo' after not having it for ages. Saw Patrick and Co at the mall too. After dinner,shopped around and went to Fairprice to get some necessities needs. Bused home at 10plus then..

31Sept2009
Haha! Skipped school for today as its teacher's day celebration. Stayed home and revised bit of my work. And right now, i am waiting for the time to pass. Having tuition later on again in the evening ): No choice,exams are just a few days away. Tomorrow and Thursday is also a holiday for me which means i have to attend school for only two days for this week. Lucky me ^^

2009-08-24T22:06:00.000+08:00

Truth never lies...

23thAug2009
Bathe and prepared,bused down to Clementi in the early afternoon. Shujun was not at home when i arrived therefore i waited for her outside her house ): Not long after,she came back and tuition till 5plus going 6. Called Mummy up and headed over to her workplace and had my dinner there then (: Bused back home at around 7plus. My Sissy was kind enoughto buy fries for me after her work as i got a sudden craving for it..

24thAug2009
Here comes the weekday again ): School was tiring but my girls brigtened up my day.. Lesson ended at 12.30pm,accompanied Val home whereas i lrt-ed home then. Bathe and did my homework. Watched television and Sissy suggested having 'zhu chao' for dinner. Changed clothes and walked over to blk 117 coffeeshop for our dinner. Went over to Plaza's Ntuc to get some necessities needs. Bought my all time favourite Choco Cone from Macdonalds and homed at around 8plus.. Thats all for today! I need to study for my social studies essay for these few days ): Prelims next week..

2009-08-22T15:43:00.002+08:00

Contradicting...

21thAug2009
Received Stanley's message around the evening. Bathe and prepared,waited for him to pick me up. Met up with him at 7plus and bused down Plaza Singapura (: Has been ages since i last saw him because both of us has been so busy with our own life. And thus,i decided to ask him out yesterday for a movie. Though we have not meet up for so long but still there's thing for us to talk about. Watched the 8.3opm show of 'Where got ghost' and thanks for the movie treat(and also for your jacket too..) Show ended at around 10plus,went home straight after the movie as both of us are dead beat ): The bus was crowded and can you imagine standing all the way back till panjang? Ohmy! My legs were so tired as i was wearing my heels too ): Homed at 11plus and he accompanied me home because its the 7th Month right now,i admit i am timid(lol)

22ndAug2009
Initially going out with Rebecca but she was sick so trip to Bugis was cancelled. Stayed home and did some revision (': Gonna continue with my study later on after my bath. Tuition tomorrow.. And again,blogger has gone haywire >.<

The End,the journey is over. Life is much more exciting than that,it’s painful but necessary.

2009-08-16T17:07:00.002+08:00

If you fail to plan,you'll plan to fail..

15thAug2009
Nothing much for that day. Woke up and watched television for awhile as the time is still early. Bathe and prepared,it was already going to 1pm ): Ohmy! I am supposed to go out from my house at 12.50pm as my tuition starts at 1.30pm. I was on the way to the busstop and saw my bus passing by ): Messaged my tutor and told her that i'll be late. Half way through the journey, the clouds turned dark and soon after that,it pours heavily. Lucky me, i got bring my umbrella out with me. Tuition from 2pm to 5plus,waited for Shujun to prepare since she's going out too. Met up with Yifei at the busstop and i feel bad to have let him wait for me for an hour plus when my tuition is suppose to end at 4pm ): Damnit! The bus aircon was leaking and therefore being a nice gentleman, Yifei exchanged his seat with me(thanks..) He sent me off to Plaza and he took bus home. Headed over to Watsons as i need to get my masks and also to pack dinner home myself as Mom wont be free to do so. Homed at 7plus (: Thats all for my day..

16thAug2009
Not going anywhere for today (: Did only abit of my tuition homework and i got to continue with it later on since there's no television programme for me to watch either due to the rally talks ): I am going for shopping with ♥Rebecca,my baby(L) saturday, the 22nd. I am always so looking forward in meeting her because she fills my day up wih laughters. I wont forget to take pictures with her this time round either. Haha! She's mine for Saturday ^^

Life is like a journey in which time is the distance and emotions of our obstacles. Finishing the journey,overcoming the bad emotions with good memories,is more important than pondering o why we are going to the destination..

2009-08-12T13:17:00.004+08:00

Look me into my eyes and say that...

Has been so long since we last went to see grandma ): Am i right,Sissy?

Sorry for the wordy post,i have got no new pictures to upload either. Woke up late for today ): My alarm rang only at 0634am when i am supposed to be awake at 0623am. Haha! Decided to go school late as i am afraid to run in the morning with our school uniform on still(thats for the latecomers) So i took my own sweet time to prepare myself and step out of my house at only 0740am. Bused down to school,there's also a teckwhyean in the bus. Was stopped by the security guard the moment i stepped into the school gate and was told to stay till the clock strikes 0845am then can go back class for lesson. Sat there whist waiting for the time to pass then. Finally,i am able to go for lesson but who knows principal came out of the general office in a sudden. And so,was asked to go back home since i am not able to report to school on time. Lol! Is there such a thing? Ohmy! I have gotten myself such a lousy school where the people there loves to send their students home? Haha! I cant wait for my last major exam to be over and be out of TECKWHYE SEC!

Now i am alone at home,nothing for me to do either. I miss my beloved girls,do your miss me too? Haha! Meeting Val later on to get my book from her. But i am lazy to step out of my house upon seeing the sunny weather out there ):

It hurts deep down in my heart...

2009-08-09T16:33:00.004+08:00

Soaring up...

Yesterday,08Aug2009

My sissy trying to be sexy,haha!

Woke up at 9am,bathe and prepared. Had my breakfast and headed to Bangkit with Mummy then,went over to the salon and had our hair done. Mummy dyed her hair whereas i had my hair treatment and also had my fringe trimmed a little which makes no difference to me.(Lol) Everything ended at around 11plus,packed lunch and back home (: Watched tv whilst waiting for the time to pass. Bathe and prepared in the afternoon,bused down to Clementi at 3plus for my tuition. It ended at 6plus and Yifei was already waiting for me at the busstop(Sorry to let you wait for a long time) He was a kind soul for accompanying me till Plaza and he went back himself again(Sometimes,i would rather...) Met up with Mummy at Plaza and had our dinner together. Aftermath,shopped around at Ntuc and bought some necessities needs. I had my all time favourite Choco Cone from Macdonalds before heading home to watch my drama (':

Today,09Aug2009

Happy 44th Birthday, Singapore & also Happy Birthday to Chee Keong

I am not going out for today, i am so tired )': Not yet done with my tuition homework and i am so lazy to study ): Ahh! Motivate me,please...

2009-08-07T11:12:00.003+08:00

So near yet so far..

Yesterday,6thAug2009
As usual,lesson in the morning till afternoon. I L-O-V-E thursday the most because thats the only day i gets to go home early with no afternoon lesson (: Bused home straight after that as Sissy is already at home waiting for me. Bathe and prepared, bused down to Marina Square around 2plus going 3. Shopped around and bought a Zara top and a m)phosis flip flop as my current one is like so OLD already(Lol) Settled down at Burger King for our early dinner. Bused home at 6plus going 7 then..

Today,7thAug2009

Wondering why i am blogging at this hour? Thats because i did not attend school as there's cross country for today ): I am lazy to run so i might as well stay at home. Exams date has been rescheduled to September,that means i will have more time for my revision. Not going to go out today as my cramps came knocking to me today ): Ahh! I am going to get my fringe cut tomorrow!

2009-08-02T19:22:00.006+08:00

Still,i am...

I have deleted the previous post,i should not carry out things far too much. I realised i might have alot of grumbles to make but still i do not bear to hurt him verbally. The reason being is because i.... I hate myself for treating him in that way. Though i do always complain to Sissy of how much i hate him for saying me when he should not be but my feelings for him is somehow still there. After much thoughts, i did have my wrong but i refused to admit even when Sissy said what i did is inappropriate too ): Sigh! What's actually wrong with me?

Sometimes its nice to remincse back the past of ours. I still remember vividly, the day you helped me to celebrate my birthday. Although its nothing much but its the thoughts that count and i appreciated it till now... I accompanied you till your probation ends and i did not even blame you once for not sending me home because i learnt to understand the situation you are in. All those little actions of mine,did it ever touched your heart for once?

I am thankful still, for loving me once...

Wish you all the best!

2009-07-27T19:19:00.001+08:00

Brighten up...

Well,monday blues ): School starts today and english timed practice for the first 2 hours. Finally managed to finish up my composition for this week but not for my situational writing,the time is really not sufficient for me. It suddenly rains in the early afternoon and none of my girls nor me bring a single umbrella. Social studies timed practice ended at 2plus and luckily Youxiang has got an extra umbrella to lend us. And so, the three of us are so pathetic to share one umbrella. Furthermore,its spoiled such that it cannot even be open properly. Haha! We laughed non stop due to it because it seems so embarrassing(Lol) Cabbed home after that as the rain was so heavy. Homed at 2plus going 3 then.

2009-07-26T20:17:00.002+08:00

Ahh! Blogger does not allow me to upload my picture once again ): Since then,forget about it. Hopefully blogger can allow me to upload picture soon because a wordy post seems so boring...

25thJuly2009
FEP>ION>TAKA>BUGIS

Woke up and received ♥Rebecca's message. Bathe and prepared while waiting for her to be done. Lrted to Cck, chanced upon Teckyi and met up with ♥Rebecca then. Bused down to Town and shopped around but sadly nothing caught my eyes ): We walked around and decided to go over to Bugis the last minute after spending our whole afternoon at Town. Trained down to Bugis at 5plus going 6,shopped around hoping to buy at least something home but still,nothing caught my eyes ): Therefore,we decided to bused to Plaza since our legs are already so tired after walking for hours. Bought only nail polish from O2 Skin to at least satisfy myself. Settled down outside Mac whilst waiting for Ivan.L to arrive. Talked for a lil while and sent ♥Rebecca to the lrt station because she needs to go off first. Wanted to have cheese fries but it was packed with people so i changed my mind and went home instead. As usual,Ivan.L walked home together with me and talked with him for a little while. Homed at 9plus as i need to be home for my dinner (:

I want to get my m)phosis flip flop soon because mine is spoiling soon, furthermore there's new design too (':

(edited)
Blogger is finally back to normal but still i cant get to upload picture.
Just press Ctrl+F5 and that'll do,i got it from Shihui's blog.

2009-07-23T14:46:00.001+08:00

Inexplicably exotic...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO AARON.K C:

EDITED
Well, i am living day by day still. Had Chinese Listening Comprehension for yesterday but i did not do quite well for it, i think so... Had a little argument with my girls over...(your know,i know) and we did not talk for a moment. I know that sounds childish but we afterall fine now(i ♥ you girls still) School dismissed at 3plus. Bathe and prepared, walked over to Plaza to get some stufs and to buy tidbits from Fairprice before going for my tuition (: Bused down to Clementi and had my tuition from 7.30-10pm, i am exhausted...Many flashback came back into my mind when i was alone thinking of the past. Homed at 10plus going 11pm then.

Deleted part of the post if you guys realised due to...
Will update this coming weekend after my outing with ♥Rebecca

2009-07-19T13:01:00.000+08:00

Treats...

(Overdue picture) *Pardon me,there's no new picture for me to upload. Lols...

Yesterday,

tuition from 5plus till 7pm (: Muhdy was kind enough and came all the way down to Clementi and met up with me because he promised me to. Bused down to Plaza and had our dinner ar Longjohn,there's always laughter when i am with him,he jokes around with me enabling me to forget all my troubles for the time being. He's a kind soul for buying me Kinder Bueno and treating me for dinner too. Shopped around as the time is still early then he suggested to go over Starbucks for a drink and for a talk. Settled down at Starbucks and had Caramel Frapu and its like again?(Fyi,i had the drink on friday when i am with my girls too) Chatted till 9plus and bade boodbye with him. Received Ivan.L's message and went over to meet him,he walked home with me and had a chat with him till 11plus under my block. We had so much for fun, thinking back of 2 years ago,we find it silly but memorable... He left his bike at Plaza because i insisted on walking home and poor him has to walked back to Plaza alone and get his bike back.

To be the better

2009-07-18T02:42:00.004+08:00

A VERY HAPPY 3rd MONTH MY LOVE :D

Baby, firstly happy 3rd month again, sadly we don't get to celebrate. But it's okay i will try my best to understand. same goes per normal everyday . The feeling of being negected and been colded is not really very great hope you will understand this, you told me that you got problem in your family and your studies stress i still hope you will share it with me counting me as a part in your family? *laughs* im crazy. But i still hope that you will changes toward me treating me better not like now. i want the past back, making things for me to eat, joking around like nobody bussiness and so on...Im surpised you really did the blog thingy for me never expected it but it seems weird for me which i cant log in? LOLS! still very happy i thought you already forgotten about it. Baby it's not that i don't seems to understand you, i already give in alot of understanding to you giving in all i can, bearing with all the words you said, the action... I don't want a one side love, i need you to show me the love for me too, everything from everybody girlfriend should. I don't ask for much, i just need a simple and sweet life. I don't need to be rich and whatsoever, just spending my life with the one i love. I believe we can and we wil, Baby i need you more then you expect i need your support too. And i nearly lost my job because of the mood i have, i scolded that fcuking boss of mine. Okay i know you will say i am dumb or even scold me :D that's for sure. But still i have feelings hope you understand...I got lots of things to say but i suddenly cant think of any suddenly dont know why. Happy 3rd month my dear I Love You :D

MUACKS!

2009-07-17T22:47:00.001+08:00

Bottling up...

(Overdue picture)

Hey readers, i am back after not blogging for days. There's actually nothing much for me to update. Chinese O's Oral is finally over and i am glad i managed to speak quite well though not really well said but still, i tried my best. Left at 2plus without completing the maths timed practice paper. My brain is not functioning anymore at that time after doing the Physics practical which make my mind goes wrong(lol) Back home and had a refreshing bath (: Rest for awhile as waiting for the time to pass by. After receiving ♥Val's call, walked over to Plaza and met up with her together with ♥Huiyi. Had Kfc for our dinner and headed to Starbucks to do our studies. And yet, we did really nothing much except talking(haha) No choice,we just cant keep our mouth shut when we saw one another. Bade goodbye and homed at around 9 then (:

I have got alot to say, alot to type and alot of problems bottling up inside my heart.Sigh! But i realised, when i really wants to say it all out, type it all out. I have gone all speechless ): Why is it so? I wonder whats the actual problem with me ): It seems that things are not going smoothly for me. I have gotten a good scolding from my english teacher for not concertrating during her lesson, she claimed that my heart and soul is not into studies. I have to admit what she says is quite true, my studies is not really good. Its time for me to buck up,just a few more months and all will be over but why cant i just set aside those external affairs and pay attention during school hours? I have got no idea of what i am doing, i feel as if i am under tremendous stress but even my beloved cant seems to understand. I have neglected him all this while and i am utterly sorry... I wished that i am still a small child who's free from troubles )':

2009-07-12T14:48:00.002+08:00

Too little too late

Happy 17th Birthday to you; Edna.C (:

11thJuly2009,Saturday...

bathe and prepared. Trained down to Lotone in the evening and met up with my girls. NY for dinner,bought a small piece of cake and it was meant to be a surprise for the birthday girl. Chatted about alot of stuffs and we laughed hell loads,bringing me back to the past. Walked around and decided to go over to JP2 for shopping then, ♥Mylove dropped by to find me since he's around the vicinity after his lion dance. After we are done with the shopping, took train back and we went separate ways since i am going over to Yewtee to meet up with ♥Mylove because he miss me so much(*blushed) Accompanied him to buy his dinner and headed off to his house,slacked and talked about some stuffs, homed at 11plus going 12. Ivan.L was surprisingly at my house downstairs waiting for me for an hour plus(my sister told me so) but i did not expect him to wait for that long ): Chatted with him till 12.30am under my block after not seeing him for ages. Bade goodbye with him since the time is already quite late and he has got to go and find his friends.

2009-07-10T22:08:00.001+08:00

3ooth Post

Finally blogger allows me to upload pictures up (: Nothing much actually, still same old routine for weekdays. Homed and had my bath, watched 娱乐百分百 while waiting for Shujun to arrive. Tuition from 6 till 8plus going 9,there's so much of homework for me to do ): Homework given by school teacher and now also the homework that my tutor gave me,how long will it take me to finish up all those assignments?(*i am thinking)

2009-07-05T15:13:00.003+08:00

The key element to feel secure lies in our heart

Taken by Huiyi not me(Giggles)

Where should i start from? Seriously i have got nothing more to update but i just love typing so much(笑) Ahh! Chinese O level starting in two more weeks and it will be my turn soon, i regretted not turning for my mid year oral examination and thus when its going to be 14th soon, i cant help but feel nervous because i am worried that i wont be able to do well for it. May god bless me by then (': By now,blogger still dont allow me to upload my pictures ): But dont ask me how i upload those pictures into my blog,haha. I am thinking of applying for the DPA in SP but should i?

Well, let me summarize what i did on Friday. Lesson ended at 12plus since the timed practice is cancelled, homed and took a nap for a little while. Bathe and prepared, trained down to Teckwhye and met up with ♥Huiyi and headed to CC mac while waiting for ♥Valencia to arrive. Studied and watched the 9pm serial drama(luckily Huiyi has got a china phone with television,haha!) Packed up our things and decided to go to ♥Valencia's house instead and sleepover,saw ♥Mylove while walking. Again,we starts studying till 11plus. Watched 'Sky of Love' with the two girls(its already not the first time Val and me are watching it) We never get tired of that show because it is such a nice show even though its heartrending for the ending, the three of us cried badly and laughed midway because of someone,haha. Slept at 2plus going 3 and managed to wake up at 9plus the next morning. ♥Huiyi and i went off and bused home.

Yesterday,
homed at 1oam in the morning. Bathe, ate the breakfast that Mom bought for me and watched television till 12plus in the afternoon. Headed to bed for my sleep till 3plus because i am having my tuition in the evening. Bathe and prepared, packed my bag as i am already in a hurry. Tuition from 6 till 8plus,waited for Shujun to have her bath and took train together with her since she's going out too. Trained down to Yewtee and met up with ♥Mylove, it's a miracle that he's waiting for me instead of me waiting for him. Walked over to his house, managed to watch the 'Boys over flower' on time. ♥Mylove is so nice to cook MaggieMee for me upon knowing i have not had my dinner yet. Tv-ing till 11plus, i was tired so decided to go off early. Had a slight argument with him and so i went home myself. Homed at 12am (:

2009-07-01T17:24:00.002+08:00

Memoirs...

Chatted with ♥Valencia over what we used to do in the past and it still stay in our heart when its already over for so long. It brings back a smile on our face when we think of it (: Flashing back...

Three years ago, ♥Valencia and me used to be together during our secondary two school life, we was so close as sisters. Sharing secrets, laughing over the slightest matter together and quarrel too but we are always back to the square one because its the friendship that bond us back once again. We used to always meet up and went to Plaza to settle down for a drink and do our homework thats left undone. And there's these one fine day, we were walking around at Plaza and chanced upon a group of guys and we did not really noticed them. We settled down at KFC to do our artpiece and saw that bunch of guys again, such a coincidence(i think so). A funny incident happen while we are in the KFC and till now when we think of it, we will still be laughing our hearts out. Thats the time we gets to know K and B. Since that day, we will meet up occasionally to slack and spend our time together. K never fails to crack jokes and make us laugh like nobody business although its silly of him to make a fool out of himself but he do not even mind a single bit. Sometimes, ♥Valencia and me will just go to Plaza,hoping to bump into them and indeed we bumped into one another and thats fate, i suppose. We used to slacked at the void deck till evening and bade goodbye with them then. It was raining one day while we were crossing the road and thats when K.....(its our secret,shh) At that moment, i was shocked but happy too. Everything seems to happen on a rainy day (: B wanted to go back to his school to retrieve some stuffs but it rain, K and me has got an umbrella so we gave one of the umbrella with printed bears to the two of them to share but they do not want it, finding it embarrassing, ugly or childish to use those kind of umbrella(laughs) I love being with them because i'll never neglect ♥Valencia because all the four of us are so close to one another that we'll never leave any one of them out. Months passed, we contact lesser and thus as time goes by, we lose contact with K and B. I still remembered how K treated me when we are still in contact, he's afterall a nice guy but...
During 2oo7, chanced upon K while i went studying with Stephanie and Hexiang at Plaza's KFC, bade goodbye with my friends and had a little talk with him then he sent me home. Days after,he contact me again and had a meet up with K and B outside Mac and do a little bit of catch up. During one of those weekends, i went out with K to his grandma's house since he asks me to and so i agreed. We had a quarrel when i went to meet my friend and so i went back home myself and he scolded me for leaving without telling him(but i know he scolded me with good intentions) Till then, all good things come to an end. Once again we lose contact. Heard from another friend of mine that he did something against the law and will only be out after two years which is this year.
If there's a chance, i would like to chance upon K once again when he is out and be back to friends like how the four of us used to be including ♥Valencia and B, happily with no troubles. Both ♥Valencia and me has never regretted knowing the two of them till now because we know the first joyness we really experienced is always the best and the most memorable to us...

2009-07-01T17:07:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, DEAREST DADDY C:

2009-06-30T21:19:00.002+08:00

You never stop loving me

Hello,earthlings (: Wondering why i am back to blogging? Reason is because he keeps asking me to update my blog like an old uncle nagging at me non stop(Laughs) Pictures will be uploaded soon because there's problem uploading pictures in my blogger. I had already forgotten what i have been doing for the past few weeks of my holiday except for going back to school for lesson, lesson and still lesson. So can you imagine how boring i am studying for the whole month with only a one week of break in between? I used to sleep only in the morning when the clock strikes 4am and waking up only in the early afternoon. And now out of a sudden, i have to wake up as early as 6am plus in the morning. And i have my phone changed to Pink LgViewty instead of Samsung Preston because i dont like using Samsung model(i know i am being so random). One month passes by so fast, school reopens yesterday and of course i went to school unwillingly. Upon seeing my precious girls and classmates, they brightened up my day without fail.

I had a difficult time sleeping last night and thus i was tired when i am in the school. Due to the outbreak of H1N1, there's a long queue when i reached the school gate as they were all waiting for their turns to have their temperature checked and its going to be a daily routine for us now for the time being, it's such a hassle to have such a routine. There's also no assembly in the morning to avoid gatherings. Why not they just close down the school and extend the holiday? How i wish that will really happen and i'll not need to get up early for school, facing the teachers and stay back till in the late afternoon for all the timed practice. But those are practically my imagination, its not going to happen but who knows...

Timed practice has been rescheduled to almost everyday till 5pm except for monday and thursday ): Met up with Sissy today to Plaza for dinner at LongJohnSilver after my lesson end, shopped around and bought some food stuffs before heading home at 6plus. Playing badminton with Sissy tomorrow in the evening and going over to Valencia's house on friday night for studying and movies with Huiyi (: I am so looking forward to it...

My love life is back to normal. Its hard to maintain a relationship well and i have to admit it. For the past few weeks, it has been hard for me. But still, thanks for loving me wholeheartedly and not giving up on our love though...

We fight, we break up
We kiss, we made up
我的心,属于你

2009-06-21T14:33:00.004+08:00

Forsaken...

My second used-to-be BEST IDEAL working partner,Maria(L)

Taken ages ago but i only received it the night before

Years of friendship going strong and still counting on...

Yesterday,

bathe and prepared in the late afternoon, bused down to Clementi and met up with Shujun for dinner. Tuition from 6plus going 7 to 9 then, chatted for a little while before going off. And i had even forgotten to hand over the money to her when i went off till i board the bus then i realised(笑) Suddenly, my phone vibrated and i received ♥Valencia.L message(insert many smiley) , she's back from her Taiwan trip. I miss her so much and will be meeting her tomorrow instead for lunch and chemistry practical lesson in the afternoon.

Actually there's nothing much for me to update. Life still goes on the same for me everyday without fail, sleep,eat,watch television and the same routine will repeat itself over and over again. Yes, i'know i am leading a no-life-life but there's nothing for me to keep me occupied )': Wont be updating that often unless...

So bye for now, readers...

But do tag me regularly, i do read and will appreciate it too (:

2009-06-15T20:40:00.001+08:00

Hard to say i am sorry...

Bathe and prepared
Trained down to Yewtee for my face threading
Back to Panjang and bused down to Clementi
Headed up to Shujun's house for my tuition
Till 6plus, went to Mummy's workplace and had my dinner
Bused home at 7plus alone then.

Everybody needs a little time alone,

Hold me now

Its hard for me to say i am sorry now,

i just want you to stay.

I dont know why,

why i broke your heart into two

I cant run and hide.

i have lost you...

Baby, how i wish...

2009-06-13T20:28:00.006+08:00

Whirl thoughts...

Blogsongs changed (':

Yesterday,
headed back to school for lesson only till 10am because i was initially on 2 days mc but teacher requested an mc from me so no choice but to go back school and i miss my classmates too especially my beloved girls because i wont be able to see them for a week )': Met up with ♥Mylove for awhile since he's at Teckwhye with his friends. Bused home in awhile time, took a little nap as the time is still early. Bathe and prepared, bused down to Clementi and i lost my way(笑) But still, i managed to find the coffeeshop where i am supposed to meet Shujun. Dinner-ed together and headed up to her house for tuition, from 5plus till 11plus )': Time was extend due to a last minute test. Shujun accompanied me to the busstop because its already late in the night and bused home alone after that(i am a independent girl who dont depend on anybody else)

Those awful feelings are once again coming back to me )': I have got no choice but to give it my best shot for my studies. The days are appraoaching nearer, i cant afford to lose. Its time to buck up, i no longer have the time to fool around. But things happening outside the world are affecting, distracting me. I find it so hard for to concentrate...'Drop off everything and concentrate',its still lingering deep in my mind.

Maybe i was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe i was wrong for trying to pick up a fight
You have got a piece of me,
My life would suck without you
I really shouldn't miss you
But i cant let you go...

2009-06-06T20:30:00.001+08:00

Indifferent beliefs...

Well, just a brief update for yesterday. Chemistry lesson from 8-10am, bused home after the lesson. Bathe and prepared, bused down to Clementi and met up with Shujun(my tutor) in the early afternoon. Headed up to her house and have my tuition till 5plus ): Aftermath, went to the coffeeshop nearby her house for our early dinner since she's starving at that moment (: Walked separate ways after dinner and i went to meet up with ♥Mylove(so sweet of him to come and fetch me *muacks) Went to Mummy's workplace and he had his dinner there too, trained down to Yewtee and to his place then. Accompanied him till 12plus and trained home.

Quarrelled with ♥Mylove once again(tears) Is that what love should be all about? I choose to believe in myself when people are trying to ask me reconsider once again with the decision i have made in the first place. I gave you the only chance which everybody needs before judging the person once more because i have different beliefs from the others, believing that you'll love me only. Whenever there's a quarrel, it takes time to mend back the relationship which has been hurt countless time in our fights. I may have hurt you verbally but you have hurt me unknowingly too. I have forgiven the mistake you make in the past and am still trying hard to forget about that incident, its never easy to forget if you were me because that's the deepest hurt you have given me, you make me feels that i am so not important. I feels so insecure whenever you are not with me ): Regardless of how many flaws you have, i still love you the same. Remember that, 'you are the one who makes me believe in love once again...'

2009-06-04T17:55:00.002+08:00

Insecurity...

Happy 18th Birthday to you, Bigbrother!

Went to school only at 8plus
Lesson ended at 12.30pm
Trained down to BoonLay and waited for Sissy
Finished up the stuffs and shopped for a lil while
Bought some finger food and bused home(saw a old lady asking everyone *including me for 2bucks because she wants to eat and of course i ignored her. Not that i am heartless but i just think that she's trying to cheat others people money)
Homed at 3plus
Bathe and rest
Helped Sissy with her make up and hair since its her boyf's day today (:

Will be having tuition for tomorrow again ): Ahh! I am so lazy to study although i always claim that i'll study at home but i am tempted by the laptop.Laughoutloud(笑!)

Well, things are not really going on fine still between ♥Mylove and me.Is it really totally my fault? I have got no idea but i am trying my very best to dump those negative thoughts away from my mind.Sorry, i love you still...Lets start it all over again to make it right.

爱越深我的心就越疼 , 我知道你是最在乎我的人...

2009-06-03T10:58:00.002+08:00

Got to move on...

Yesterday,

Lesson till 12pm
Bathe and prepared
Did my SS assignment before going out
Bused down to Jp and met up with Sissy
Shopped around and to do some stuffs too(秘密)
There's GSS going on there too :D
Heading over to Jp with Sissy tomorrow again to get some undone stuffs done and for shopping too(哈哈)
Dinner together then
Bused home at 7plus
Bathe and did my tuition homework.

Today, lesson as usual till 10am. Currently waiting for the time to pass and go back school in the afternoon for my life skills programme ):

2009-06-01T22:21:00.003+08:00

Lit it up...

♥Mylove asked me to update so i am here to update for his sake (: Byebye to May and welcome the arrival of June. Time files, today marks the end for the O level Chinese written paper. Headed to school with Huiyi in the morning and waited for Valencia in school then.The whole paper ends at 12plus and i am glad to announce that the paper is quite easy, hopefully i will be able to get an A2 and i would have cleared my Chinese already.(加油!)

Bused home straight then, bathe and had my lunch. Fall asleep while waiting for my tutor to arrive and i did not manage to wake up on time. So she has to wait outside my house for me but luckily i woke up at 5plus(笑) Tuition till 7plus then. Having remedial for tomorrow till 12.30pm or perhaps almost everyday(-.-)

I wont be able to see ♥Mylove for days due to my packed schedule ): Will only be able to meet up with him after my tuition on Friday, i suppose...I bet he gonna miss me like crazy, right? (哈哈)I miss you alot too, baby. Admire my nice face here since you cant get to see me, lols!

2009-05-30T01:38:00.004+08:00

Hanging on...

Sorry for not blogging for the past 1 week. A number of things has happened and i do not wish to say about it anymore as its already over, no point harping onto the past. Still, i make my choice in continuing with my studies in order not to let none of the people around me to be disappointed in me with the choice i have made earlier on. Hopefully, this few months will pass by in a wink and thats the end of the journey for my education because i have make up my mind of not studying anymore after my secondary level and Mummy agreed too, i am just not able to take up any stress...

Timed practice from 8-11am
Class dismissed at 12.30pm
Bused straight home aftermath
Took a short nap till 4plus
Bathe and prepared
Lrt-ed down to Lotone and met up with Huiyi
Did not manage to catch the 7.20pm show for 'the night at the museum 2' (Boyf,我在等你带我去看*hint, :B)
Bought tickets for 'Monsters vs Aliens' instead
Shopped around as the time is still early
Show ended at 9plus going 10
Trained down to Yewtee and met up with ♥Mylove
Headed up to his house to catch the last episode of Channel U show
♥Mylove accompanied me home at 12plus then.

2009-05-19T20:25:00.003+08:00

Tied down...

Huiping used to be a cheerful girl who never cries easily but as growing up, things tends to crop up and i understand thats parts and parcel of life. Obstacles i go through will somehow be resolved but will things always turn out in a way i want? I lead the life i want for myself, i need no one to interfere let alone for my love life. Moreover you are just merely a stranger to me who should never poke your nose into other people's relationship. Never will i get frantic trying to know whats wrong with you if you dont matter to me but what did i get in the end? I find it so funny myself and find myself being such a naive girl when it always come to love. But who wont be silly and naive when it comes to love? It breaks my heart to know that he is actually hiding something from me when i have already asked him umpteen times yet he still choose to continue and lie to me. Dont say i am thinking far too much because i do know what exactly is happening, dont take me as a fool. I am waiting...for you to tell me the truth

Thinking back, months ago, my life has not been easy because of all the problems i have to go through. Because of friends, i hold on and stay strong not to admit defeat easily. But i am always just that weak to withstand the handful of problems i am encountering. At that point of time, seriously, i broke down...I can no longer hold on to all those stress i an having. Encouraging words and concern that came once again from family and friends never fails to let me stand up and they walked through the journey with me. I remembered, i almost lose my beloved mom that night. My face was filled with tears and that fellow did not let me go till i forced my way out to the road. I wished, prayed and hoped that i could reach home as fast as possible just to ensure that my mom is still safe and sound. I could find her nowhere when i stepped into the doorstep, i was scared and tears keep flowing, hoping to get my mom back. Luck was on my side, i found her and gave her the tightest hug i have ever gave her in the years of my life. So now have your realised how big the impact and hurt the person has caused to people surrounding me and also myself? Its more that what you guys expected.Each time i reminisce back the past, my eyes turn watery unknowingly...

Just a few weeks ago, i came across this guy and he changed my life completely. He let me have the taste of love once again...I know, he may not be the right one for me but no one knows what the future holds, isn't? Unrealistic dreams are just dreams to beautify our life and add on colours on it, no point lingering on them. Is lying part of the component in love? If thats so, i would rather knowing nothing at all and live in my own life. Too bad, i cannot do it. I cant possibly stand by and pretend i know none of the single thing and lead back the normal life with you, same goes for you too. And thats because, you are my precious boyfriend. I will never want the same thing that happen to my friends befalls on you either. You promised to be true to me, there should never be lies between us if not things are not really going to work out. I am once again falling because of you, please. Relationship is never a 'one way traffic', stop being that selfish. I hope after reading this post of mine, you will tell me things which you have been hiding because deep down in my heart, i aint feeling any better at all... 我爱你...

2009-05-19T19:42:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to you, my dearest Mummy {:

2009-05-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

Not working out...

Bathe and prepared
Trained down to Yewtee
Had my face threading done while waiting for ♥Mylove to arrive(Val will go crazy if she know i did not wait for her,lols)
Headed over to his house and did nothing at all
Had dinner at his house and decided to go Lotone
Did some shoppings trying to not let any matter dampen my mood with Mummy
Accompanied her to have her dinner then
Back home at 10plus.

Have you ever realised the love you have for me are nothing except words? I have been tolerating and keeping in silence, hoping to see some changes in you without me letting you know. But still, i see no changes ): What you have done, i said nothing because you told me you do not want to quarrel with me and so i respect you. But have you ever tried putting yourself in my shoes and think through about it? If you want me to not mention it, i am sorry, i am not able to do it. I have done enough, my dear. Stop saying 'i love you' to me if it's always just going to remain as words and no actions done. I have got no idea how long can i still hold on and give in for this relationship. Dont ever let me...

我累了,我痛了...爱过了,心也碎了...

time flies

2009-05-15T23:59:00.004+08:00

baby, sometimes it's hard to say out and you will believe how much i love you . i know everything goes by action. But maybe sometimes even my action did't show it in a good way, even like today you came all the way to find me when we are actually not meeting each another, today .when i said that i really miss you :( im touched my dear . but im really very tired, im sorry didn't mean to ask you go take mrt and find your friend alone. im glad that you are not angry or pissed at me. But what's the meaning of your patience to me is really getting low? Is it that you dont love me as much as you do like before? when there is sometimes like today happen again you wont forgive me? you wont care for me as much as you do? not coming down to find me anymore? and so on ... i really don't know in your heart what's the true meaning of it . Maybe you should tell me and not keeping your feeling in you i dont want a quarrel at the end my dear. I love you and i really do :) i want the love for us to stay on and on ... any way im still sorry, dear im missing you now i want every second and min to be with you, hahahs it's kind of rou ma but it's still true . meeting you tommorow it's a brand new day again . 2 more day and it's our happy 1 month !! Kindda excited you know? are you? i love you, Muacks !

2009-05-15T23:42:00.002+08:00

Time limit...

Yesterday,

need not attend school. Woke up at 10plus, washed up and accompanied Mummy to Bangkit's clinic and had my GO! card applied too (: Walked around and i have bought another HelloKitty bottle at the Night Market, homed at 11plus going 12. Bathe and prepared, bused down to Jurong.Pt with Mummy in the late afternoon and shopped around while waiting for Sissy and her boyfriend to arrive. Bought nothing much except a wallet ): Had dinner at 'DingTaiFung'(its my treat) Continued shopping and did a mini cake for Mummy till 9plus and had some drinks at Starbucks before heading home. Homed at around 11plus then.

Today,

Had no school for today too
Bathe and prepared
Trained down to Yewtee and met up with ♥Mylove
Back to his house then
He can actually fall asleep and left me all by myself
Walked over to the mrt station at 4plus and it was pouring heavily(just because 'i am tired' and he expects me to go back myself and guess what? i make an effort to go over and find you and thats what i get?)Disheartened...
Met up with ♥Valencia at ChoaChuKang
Trained down to Cityhall
Walked over to Suntec City and watched the 'Uninvited' at 5.20pm
Show ended at 6plus, walked around and decided to settle down at Carl's Junior for dinner
Headed over to Marina Sq for our dinner then
Shopped around and trained back to Lotone at 9plus, had dessert before going home
Parted and bused home at 10plus.

2009-05-10T01:13:00.002+08:00

Trust thy love of mine, my dear...
Found this picture while browsing through my handphone which is the soft toy i gave to Slyvia days ago and she snapshot of it.

Bathe and prepared
Trained down to Cityhall alone as ♥Mylove is still sleeping
Met up with the buyer and off i went to Imm then
Shopped around and bought things before going over to Yewtee
♥Mylove came and fetched me and went to his place
Slacked at his house the whole day
Played with his sister and neglected ♥Mylove(he's so jealous that i did not accompany him instead)
Spaghetti for dinner
Tving all the way till 11plus
Trained home alone then

For you .

2009-05-07T21:08:00.004+08:00

Baby,

This few days we are quarreling and i dont know why too . Maybe thats not quarrel ? It's just that we need to have more trust for each another .I myself also know that you arent feeling better to treat me that way . I think the cold war is over i guess ? hope that we will back to the past to be back at square 1 =) Im missing you so much now but tommorow meeting baby, every thing would be fine i guess. Lets not make this love of our's gone alright? we will work hard together and go through every big and small matter =) i love you and i miss you now :(
This might be a short post but then thats what i think? i dont even know what im writing now
quite blur and luan in my mind now .

2009-05-06T16:47:00.001+08:00

Its starting to.. Extend much thanks to those who wished me;Vincent, Patrick, Yongyi, Weilun, Jerome, Jaslyn and Peixuan (:

My family helped to celebrate my birthday with me on the actual day. Altough its only a small celebration but its really much appreciated^^ A big thanks to ♥Sissy for the BEBE top and ♥Vincent for the m)phosis tote bag.

Yesterday,

had Geography and Science Paper1. Paper ended at 11.30am, bused home straight after that then. Bathe and prepared, packed and bused down to Yewtee in the early afternoon and met up with ♥Mylove. Headed over to his house and study but nothing could go into my mind ): Had a sudden craving for fries so went over to Mac with him and his sister and bought fries. Slacked at his house downstair and my mood changes 360degrees. I know its sudden and ♥Mylove do not know what to do at that point of time. I break down into tears )': I can no longer hold onto it anymore, studies are driving me nuts! Back to his place at 6plus then, dinner with his family. Start to revise and finally i am able to memorise the notes because ♥Mylove is asleep and no one is there to disturb me. Laughoutloud! Cabbed home alone at 9plus as he is soundly asleep and i dont bear to wake him up(you see, i am a nice girlf) Had my sleep straight after the bath, woke up at 12.45am and revise my work to prepare myself for the next day's paper. Headed back to bed only at around 3am.

2009-05-04T20:25:00.001+08:00

I am truly blessed...

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF {:

Thanks to those who wished me via messages, tags, face-to-face;Sandy.P, Valencia.L, Edna.C, Rebecca.N, Minrui, Adrian.N, Ivan.L, Dingjie, Stephanie, Jinchi, Stanley, Geraldine, Izen, Huiyi, Nooraini and last but not least Aaron.K (:

None of the limbang cliques remembered my birthday except for Aaron.K and it was so disheartening )':

Yesterday,

Did not went anywhere
Stayed home and studied in the afternoon
Bathe and prepared
Bused down to Lotone with Mummy
Dinner at '店小二' (thanks mum for the treat)
Shopped around and decided to go to Plaza then
Bused down to Plaza and bought a gold flat sandals
Had my fringe cut at Kimage
Homed at 8plus going 9.

Today,

Was raining cats and dogs in the morning
Had assembly in the classroom instead due to the swine flu
And because of that, we have to take our temperature 2 times daily
English paper 1 and 2 for today
Paper ended at 12plus, walked over to CC's mac with Valencia and Huiyi
Bused home in a lil while time
Studied for 2 hours of Geography
Took a nap and continued my revision till now.

Update again most prolly when i am free after the celebration with my family members, stay tuned...

2009-05-04T12:21:00.002+08:00

Surprise !*Laughs :D Firstly , Am here to wish you a

HAPPY B'DAY my girl .

Time flies , you're finally 17 already . Hope you

& your love one last long long long . Even though i've

leave the both of you in school , Valencia&You , that doesn't

mean that i've leave the both of you . Please do still

stay in contact with me . You know i always love you

Girls alot . Including Huiyi . I miss those fun in school

with the 3 of you . Those craps , gossips & etc .

But decision had made , i'll never regret :D .

Please strive hard & score well because i believe you can .

I've known you for around 10+ years ? From strangers to

hi-bye friends , now even to close Girlfriends .

I hope these friendships among us will not end . More years

to go Babe ... Hope to catch up with you Girls soooon .

Lastly , I love you . Muacks!

Friends are a gift that god gave.

♥Loves , EDNA .

2009-05-03T15:23:00.004+08:00

Memorable day of mine...

Thanks ♥Mylove for the effort you have put in for me. Although its only a simple celebration yet its actually able to touched my heart. I love having you with me because you bring joy into my life and only for just a short period of time, you give it out all and wants me to be happy. I am elated to have you by my side. Baby, i love you...xoxo

Yesterday,

Initially did not want to go back school for maths lesson but Valencia keeps calling me so no choice, laughoutloud! Lrted down to Teckwhye, met up with her and to Teckwhye Market before going to school. Huiyi waited for us at school, walked over to D&T room for our maths lesson, studied and chatted. Went off at around 12, cabbed down to Yewtee together with Val to have our threading done. Yewtee Point to find Edna and had a lil chat with her. Back home at 1plus together with her then

Bathe and prepared upon reaching home
Waited for ♥Mylove to come over and fetched me
Bused down to Causeway point
Bought tickets for '17 again'
Shopped around as the time is still early
Show ended at 6plus 7, trained back to Yewtee
Headed to Ntuc to buy some ingredients for Spaghetti
Backed to ♥Mylove's place
Cooked spaghetti for his family members to eat
Slyvia gave me my present(Thanks, my little girl)
Ate and cake cutting (Baby bought me my all time favourite cheesecake, an advanced celebration)
Watched tv till 12plus going 1
Cabbed home at 1plus then.

2009-05-01T00:57:00.001+08:00

Yes, you are the one...

As requested, i am obliged to listen to what ♥Mylove has said and update my blog if not he will be grumbling at me non stop again. Laughoutloud!

Class dismissed at 1.30pm
Bused home and took a lil rest
Bathe and prepared
Met up with ♥Mylove at Yewtee in the late afternoon(initially fetching him back from school but i am slow)
Headed to his house and slacked
Aftermath, played badminton with his sister till 7plus
Back to his house and had our dinner then
Watched tv all the way till 10plus
Bused home alone(dont worry, i'll be understanding enough)
Homed at around 11plus then.

Baby, thanks for everything. I know you never fails to cheer me up whenever i am feeling down and i truly appreciate it. I may not be good at words but i do really love you so. I am sorry for venting my anger on you whenever i am feeling upset and thats because i know you will never leave me alone when i need someone to be by my side. Although you may not be the best but definitely you are the one for me, the one who i am willing to put all my love on you, the one who i am willing to sacrifice my time to be with you no matter how tired i am, the one who i am willing to commit myself in this relationship, the one who i am willing to believe in love again.

'Baby, its all because of you and thats why i know whats love is all about...'

2009-04-29T20:03:00.005+08:00

baby, i know that O's are really diff from N's . But no matter what try your very best in your study and all ok? Remember that no matter what happen im always here . We also said that we will overcome everything together, dont keep anything from me le . If you really cannot tahan le, no matter what choice u made i will support you . dont overstress yourself my dear. This coming monday oso your birthday and it's also your exam . I dont wanna see you stress and angry or what on your birthday . who said that birthday is not important . It is, thats the day that you are welcome to the world . No matter what, I love you ok ?! ahhas . I miss you . see baby on tmr . muacks .

By Adrian to huiping :D

♥18thApril2009